HAPPY :)

I am like, so happy after today. Even though waking up late at 6.30pm seems to dampen my mood for the day, I still like it to eat out at Pepper Lunch with Jennifer and my Sis Eunice :)

FUN!

Seafood Aglio Olio is very delicious! Just right, slightly spicy, and very tasty. Even though if it was quite a small serving, I am able to say that I am full enough to spend my energy on arcade. I seriously think that people who have not gone to arcades before really have no childhood lor. Just a pity I didn't camwhored even a slightest bit. Awwwwww.

Andandand. . . it was with my sis and aunt [Jennifer], whaddya expect. Chilled and ate in Pepper Lunch, with my uncle Mark as well, and then proceeded to you-know-where-we-would-go after that. Spent alot on the basketball game, and spent one worthy $2 for Jubeat.

My dear little nephew [Xander] seems to have found a passion for this child game called Animal Kaiser. Wooo, its quite popular among the kids, I see!

Life really isn't that bad after all. After what malicious accusations and atitudes given to me back in school, I shall not get pissed off. Just let it go, and instead hope for the better. Really :)

OK, time to go back to Human Biology and Food Marketing. SERIOUSLY!

I wonder...

Somehow, I have this feeling that either my semester 1 of year 2 will be either a very bad one, or a very good one. Cause I feel really slack when it comes to revision this semester. Probably because of the highly addictive Facebook. *Cough cough*!

Damn, to say that NOT getting addicted to Facebook would be a big fat lie. Really! Well, personally for me if anyone disagrees.

Well, tomorrow marks one of the most important leaps I have to start and *hopefully* pass irregardless whether I have revised or not, out of the 2 for this year. Semestral exams, here I come. I shall try my best to outdo you, but I make no promises in excelling. I leave everything now to fate I guess. Depending on my mugging capanility for this week. Bye!

I really hope for a higher GPA after this semester. Oh well~

*Zooms back, memorising Food Ingredients, emulsifiers, antimicrobial agents so on...*

Work is NAUSEOUSLY FUN. ^^

Once agains, I felt that irksome feeling when I worked at Hougang.

I ate too full, felt bloated, and feels nauseous whenever I am working in the kitchen.

Imagine having tons of dishes being in front of you when you are VERY full, and smells the creamy+oily+buttery+fishy+greasy smell constantly. Freaking hellish feeling constantly bugs me during the gruelling 6 hours ahead of my work. I felt very close to the point of puking, and had to stop doing ANYTHING, for like, at least 10 - 15 minutes. My stomach felt like a washing machine, which was furiously churning my lunch (1 packet Nasi Lemak + Unagi Pepper Rice + Seasoned Ikan Bilis) throughout 3-4 hours. I felt bad for overeating, and couldn't really do anything very productive. Anyway, the sales hit $2954++, quite close to $3000. Thank Goodness it hit that, or else I would have suffered for nothing.

It was a fun day. Even if I reached there about 2 hours late: I thought I worked 12pm, instead of at 11am, reached there 1/2 hour late.

Today really rocked my week!

I think I am too angry for the past few days.

Don't know if I'm right, but somehow I am very sorry.

I should just let it go, with the wind then.

Be free of the thoughts unknowingly generated for pissing people off.... oh well.

Just go back to the old me. When everything was about life and happiness. That, should suffice for quite some time.

I think I shall not sink too much into my flamings and such, unless it really really really pisses me off. Too much burning might just incinerate me into ashes too (^^)"

私はこれのうちのどれも初めに起こってほしくなかった。 それは真実である.

Ich muss für meine deutsche sprache ernsthaft üben und sie vervollkommnen, bis ich Sätze freundlich konstruieren kann. Schließlich bis ich in der deutschenunterricht für 2 Jahre gewesen. Ich kann tragen nicht, alles zu verlieren, das ich erlernt habe. Aufwiederhören!

Organized Look. Yay!

I'm finally freaking done with my bloody blogger template!

Oh goodness, Doing it nearly took me an entire afternoon! There were times when thought I completely lost that oh-a-bit-more-to-perfection templates, but I always managed to save it somewhere. But then, it's gonna be tough work if I wanna completely grasp the knowledge of such editing. So I'll just leave it to this level, before I figure out XML templates, if I wanted.

But I like! Especially the layout! Done by yours truly

Imma rewarding myself with a huge dose of water, rice, soup, veggies... ...

... ...

And uncountable revisions.

Hope my readers could enjoy the iTouch simulator besides my posts. It can play videos in it as well as music! Check out the Madonna tracks/ concerts! Damn cool, and I bet you will look at the Queen of Pop in a lighter age. And there's just a minor problem:

Everytime you try clicking on a space in the red box, directly links you to the, well, "links" section. But that's gonna be solved after the exams. Bear with it for now, readers!

Remeber to tag before you leave that's a reminder

(^,^) v

Proud to be a contributor

I am delighted to be a contributor to our class blog!

*Nyeeeahahahaha*

It's like, finally I can inject stuff into our blog. Lol. Anyway, its gotta be a better blog, since I am in it as well. As the saying goes: "Two heads are better than one", I think there are more than 4 heads here. OMG. That's cool.

FS0803 Class outing, June 2009

(Orchard Road, Sakura Buffet)

*Not in picture: Nabilah

Working in Foodcourt

Working in a foodcourt dishing out orders to waiting customers isn't really easy, but somehow easy in a way. That's contradictory, but isn't how life follows this pattern? Anyway, it was fun working in foodcourt outlets (Pepper Lunch). There's significantly lesser work areas, like the complete exclusion of SERVICE, but there's added stress when customers have to wait fo their orders in front of your face. I did dish-up, and holy goodness, it's really scary how the orders fly out of the kitchen through that seemingly small opening in the glass. It's fast, but I need seriously more time working there if I want to train up my dish-up skills. Every order comes with a soup, which adds the workload to dish-up, and the cashier should really walk out to the queue and directly allow customers to order. It's fun, but I really sort of screwed up and made someone extremely fed up that same day.

''[T_T]''

I can see it. And I'm kinda scared when that happens. Really made the rest of my day a moody one. Like, I know it's my fault and I am really careless, but I am really sorry when I made the ruckus. And I can't make it up, but continue with the work ahead of me. I made 2 wrong orders, with only one correct order in between them. I feel that I'm so dumb and f***ing useless when it happened. But seriously, when I confirmed whether its teriyaki double salmon (when it should've been teriyaki chicken and salmon), the customer actually nodded his head at me. Partly because I am careless (the previous restaurant menu no.11 WAS teriyaki salmon with egg), but should he carry a bit of the responsibility for actually nodding at what I confirmed? I don't really know. I feel rather klutzy when I was at Isetan or at Great World City. Should I continue working? I don't really know now. I admit I can really work well at certain times, like for Service or Cashier, but somehow, I just can't break beyond this invisible barrier that's labelled 'speed' for my case. I just can't do it. I seriously need more working hours to train that aspect up. Or should I? Holy goodness. I need time to think.

On a completely irrelevant note, I should be studying and mugging furiously for my exams, but somehow, I am sidetracking to blogging and facebooking. This is bad. I should get some food and then settle down to mug like hell. Oh, how I hate Food Chemistry and Food Marketing. How am I gonna drill them into my brains, I have no clue. Just hope to get them fully absorbed.

To the passerby that tagged on my tagboard, I appreciate your opinions. But don't go off thinking we are really that bad. We are still a class after all, and will not be reduced to that level such that we are so screwed up. Yes, you may say that we have no bonding whatsoever or we are not like a class completely, but we are STILL a class. There are certain things that outsiders do not know, so please mind your words can you? Not to say that what you've expressed isn't totally wrong, but I do hope that you can take back what you've said about our class being screwed up. That is seriously not something for you to just express it your own way. Thank You.

Bye readers, and I hope I can improve my GPA this semester.

Seriously depressed

This would be the first time I am blogging in tears. What a letdown. I just burst into a fit of despair and anguish totally. It feels good to let out all of what I've been supressing for the past years, into a major heartbreaking sob.

It's so unfair.

LIFE, itself.

Why must people around me be such a disappointment to me, about the way I thought of them in the first place.

I don't know if you can understand me well enough, but this is the first time feeling such a heartache, so terribly to the point that I need to blog to relieve the torment. My lips are quivering as the heartache persists. Really, if you think I'm joking, then you're so so wrong. I am now wiping everything on my face with my clothes that I have taken off.

I hate it. This is so insane.

Everytime I think about it, again the heartache echoed back to the crying point. I think I am just spamming my tears like I've never did in the first place.

All this started by my dearest Mum. Who only told me things at this instant time that made my tears run out automatically. I am angry because of the things that happened at home. It's so sad.

There my tears run out again. Damn it. I feel really stupid to be crying, but they just keep going on and on, the heartaches of sorrows and lip-quivering non-stop.

How can I end this? For f*** sake, if anyone would just tell me a solution. The perfect solution to end everything. I think my blog is now my kind of a confider. Thanks Murphy-licious, you've made my day. For hearing out my sorrow and spammings, and then again, I shall end this post.

I feel good after this. Thanks.

HAPPY B'DAY S'PORE!

I may not be one of the earliest in posting this congratulatory message I believe, but yeah. so here goes:

HAPPY 44th STICKY & SWEET & SUCESSFUL AND SAFE BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

I really hope Singapore will shine as a flaming Red Dot in the maps, in future to come. Let it achieve more significance and status throughout the worldwide population, and then hopefully, grow to a bigger land. Haha, I think that would only happen very very far away from now. I just want to see Singapore shining like a beacon, and not forgetting its historical roots, in order to surpass everything else. I really wish NDP can revert back to its previous glorious days at the National Stadium, instead of the current Marina Bay. Its smaller, which has greatly reduced the amount of people actually experiencing the parade. I still remember the times when the WHOLE stadium roared and rejoiced when seeing all the performances, and the more symbolic Kallang Wave!!!! Well... ... I dunno, maybe it's a different feeling, but it seriously can be better if the Stadium was still used for the celebration. I mean, come on.

Ok, so more about my idol. Madonna's going to hit stores soon, with 2 major releases that will DEFINITELY be patronized by me.

1. The Ultimate Greatest Hits collection: Celebration

This album will definitely include a few new songs, as well as everything being digitally remastered. One of the newest songs from Madonna is "Celebration", seemingly the name of the greatest hits compilation. It's kinda groovy, with that familiar oh-my-madonna voice that penetrates right into my heart. It's not exactly really satisfying with the lyrics (like copied and pasted from old songs into the new one), but really, its really a catchy tune.

Another song was named "Revolver", but they have not leaked out yet. I think it'll be a more sexier and R n B feel to it, just like 4 minutes.

Then there's this "Broken", no idea, but I'm thinking along the lines of a sad blues.

Perhaps. You may never know how the Queen of Pop may twist the whole thing around, like what she did with "She's Not Me" in the Sticky & Sweet concert. Oh my god, wasn't she Angsted and suggestive on stage during that song (and as well as for several others).

2. The Sticky & Sweet Tour DVD [Live at Bueno Aires: Argentina]

This is THE ONE I've been waiting to get my hands on. OMFG. Too long I guessed. I am absolutely tired of waiting for it anymore. It's gotta be along my shelf of her collections. MUST.

Oh my gosh... ... How I wish they'd come sooner. I've been scouring the Net for like dunno how long already, and all I've managed to find were those I felt incomplete... ... without that ultimate sense of perfection I wanted. Just waiting like mad right now. Argh~

The Plastic Dolly That I seeeeeeee.

I predict once again, that my blog will have yet another BIG sticky post, about school life. Trust me, if I see that trigger, I will not pull back anymore.

YOU PLASTIC DOLL.

Oh please. Don't think I can't notice it, but lemme tell you that I am so freaking clear. About just how much you can contribute. Imma gonna hate PLASTIC DOLLS for the rest of my life. They're such fakes. Just like You, in solid fact. The plastic dolly that I see standing in front of me, with that oh-what-a-megawatt smile that is put on pretence. I never knew what was underneath that semmingly dazzling and wide smile indeed.

Does a picture REALLY speaks a thousand words? Hmmmm lemm guess, that's what many or most people agree. But in my opinion, many times these photos have been adulterated to a point such that they tell nothing, but plain fakeness. That is if you know what I'm talking bout.

And one more thing, if you think you can take your revenge, please think twice about whatcha gonna do. Don't try and bite off more you can chew, BITCH. Or else your jaw may just detach from all that biting. Ohhhohohoho~

"Photos never do really speak a thousand words. It's so true".

"Rather, what only the EYES can see IS really EVERYTHING".

Now, lemme get back into nurturing my tired and painful head and get that irritable headache off my head. Gotta chiong for German written test tomorrow. As well as the LAST Project 2 product evaluation. As well as the NDP celebration. As well as for arcade spamming. As wel as...

OK I shall end here. Gute Nacht!

Camwhoring with friends is sure fun

I always feel sleepy.

Goooooodness me. I need someone to rescue me from this torment of sleep-deprived syndrome. I will be glad to have a week of relaxation and nothingness to it, so that my mentality can be recharged.

Fuck Poly life man. Haha.

I am finally seeing to Saturday. One complete day of sleep.

I would like to update what happened last Friday:

After school, I stayed back together with Wan Wen, Bi Xue and Jasmine to do our oh-so-freaky Food Chem Project presentation and report. I think they did everything, and they are so kind to me. Cause I have been chionging a lot of work lately, which kinda tires me out.

So we stayed back to do schoolwork. after school, I bought GJC's Premium Iced Coffee, with whipped cream. I like the damn thing when you sprinkle powdered sugar on the cream, and eating it! Oishi deshyo?! Hui wen decided to stay back at the Library Café with us, since she had nothing to do as well. Then we did really unglam conversations. We spammed loads of nonsense at the library, and then finished Food Chem there. Really nice feeling to chill out with friends this way.

Then When we were about to go back, Jasmine wanted Seaweed Shaker fries. OMG, another short period of spamming at the MacDonald's @ NYP. They took loads of alien/ monster/ guai wu/ onibabaa/ pregnant pictures:

Couldn't believe it, and I have A VIDEO I TOOK SECRETLY LOL!!!!

~ROFL~

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