For once, I'm really, really relieved. Greatly.
CAUSE I CAN GRADUATE! WHEEEEE! I didn't fail anything, I got the required amount of module credits to do so, and I AM LEAVING NYP, for F*** SAKE. I HAD ENOUGH! YAY.
For the last hurdle, I was surprised at the grades. I thought I did badder than that! So, in overall, it's rather positive for me!
I should learn to be self-contented. Whatever grades I get reflect the person I am to be, right? No point trying to change so hard till it alienates you into a machine. So, I am really grateful for literally everything.
One D+, rest all either B+, B or C+ or C+. I'm grateful for not getting F's... ...
They're mailing something called transcript, and then the conferment letter to me. I CAN'T WAIT.
Thanks to the Power of the Gohonzon! You made me ride through this terrible ordeal!
:D
March 22, 2011
March 17, 2011
Desire for the Voice
Oh gosh. I have the sudden urge of a becoming a very great singer.
Blame it on Christina Aguilera and Jennifer Hudson. Those people make me want to own that god-so-good vocals.
I don't even really know how to begin this little dream of mine. Vocal lessons anyone? Belting? I would love to though.
Blame it on Christina Aguilera and Jennifer Hudson. Those people make me want to own that god-so-good vocals.
I don't even really know how to begin this little dream of mine. Vocal lessons anyone? Belting? I would love to though.
March 9, 2011
REVAMP
Okay. Blog is now revamped!
Damn awesome fonts are now discovered by yours truly! I say, this is 90% similar to my actual real handwriting. It's unbelievable, feels like as though I am really 'writing'!
I think my twitter widget be working sooner or ir not, then later.
Hopes my readers out there would get used to this font interface soon. Or if not, then please comment and feedback in the sweet ol' 'Punch Out' Tagboard!
Been working on this shit for HOURS, and it's always nearly 100% rewarding to see the efforts being shown in satisfaction. I sure am right now!
Till the NEXT post!
Damn awesome fonts are now discovered by yours truly! I say, this is 90% similar to my actual real handwriting. It's unbelievable, feels like as though I am really 'writing'!
I think my twitter widget be working sooner or ir not, then later.
Hopes my readers out there would get used to this font interface soon. Or if not, then please comment and feedback in the sweet ol' 'Punch Out' Tagboard!
Been working on this shit for HOURS, and it's always nearly 100% rewarding to see the efforts being shown in satisfaction. I sure am right now!
Till the NEXT post!
March 2, 2011
Fucked Up even after exams.
I want to shout out all the stuff that is still bothering my mind.
Really, it sucks. Rather than feeling happy about the fact that I am free from any fucking exams and the sickening, screwed polytechnic education, and celebrating it joyously with a heave of immense relief, I found myself still troubled and mentally loaded. Why?
Is it because of the fact that I had so MUCH to be concerned and think about up to this point. Now to calmly think about it and taking some time to find out, I really had a lot of suppressed, immense load of depressive thoughts. Too long to list. I don't even dare to begin on this post. I will reserve it for the next one. Seriously, I would've died of mental stress and become unable to sit for the 5 exam papers with mind at ease. Whew, close shave.
And one more thing. My fucking brother sucks to the very maximum it can get. He's a selfish bastard. Only comes to you like a dog when he needed help. Fuck him to the bloody maximum. He doesn't care any bit in family relations, as well as related issues. He's not worth the effort to lend him or offer him any fucking stuff at all.
God, why am I so mentally weighed down? Gosh, feel like breaking down to someone that I could confide in, Now the great confidant, who is yours truly, of all times, is seeking comfort now. Seriously amazed by how serious this situation could get.
T.T
Really, it sucks. Rather than feeling happy about the fact that I am free from any fucking exams and the sickening, screwed polytechnic education, and celebrating it joyously with a heave of immense relief, I found myself still troubled and mentally loaded. Why?
Is it because of the fact that I had so MUCH to be concerned and think about up to this point. Now to calmly think about it and taking some time to find out, I really had a lot of suppressed, immense load of depressive thoughts. Too long to list. I don't even dare to begin on this post. I will reserve it for the next one. Seriously, I would've died of mental stress and become unable to sit for the 5 exam papers with mind at ease. Whew, close shave.
And one more thing. My fucking brother sucks to the very maximum it can get. He's a selfish bastard. Only comes to you like a dog when he needed help. Fuck him to the bloody maximum. He doesn't care any bit in family relations, as well as related issues. He's not worth the effort to lend him or offer him any fucking stuff at all.
God, why am I so mentally weighed down? Gosh, feel like breaking down to someone that I could confide in, Now the great confidant, who is yours truly, of all times, is seeking comfort now. Seriously amazed by how serious this situation could get.
T.T
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