RE: EXAM BLUES & HOLIDAY MOODS/PLANS

<*> words are vulgar words being substituted for sweet, sticky and candy words, pleasure to the tastebuds.

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Hey, I am soooooooooooo glad the whole ing is really putting my misery of restriction and boredom and revision O.V.E.R.

FINALLY.

But after my last paper, I somewhat had the feeling of boredom emerging within me. Guess it was due to those exams that I had sat. Lol, wanted to aim for a GPA score of 3.3-3.4 initially, but after my exams, I think I won't even get a sweet 3.0 now. I'm screwed, for doing averagely for the exams, for hating Biostatistics and Physics, for not being able to be self-control myself the revisions I've done [playing games and getting distracted from study by internet], and for not working enough before exams to support my daily expenditure.

S.C.R.E.W.E.D. I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH A SLACKER EVEN IN POLY LIFE. SECONDARY EDUCATION I HAVE SLACKED, NOW THIS. MYSELF! I DESIRE FOR GOOD GRADES, YET I AM NOT PRACTISING WHAT I PREACH. LOL. I REALLY DESERVE WHAT I DID. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE IT. But I have life ok, so yeah. Shut it.

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Enough of the crap, time to analyse what I MAY get for the exams:

CL1200 - Oganic Chemistry: C+ to B
CL1201 - Biochemistry: D to B
CL1503 - Physics for Food Science: D to C
CL1108 - Communication Skills: B+ to A
CL1103 - Cell Biology: B+ to A
CL1205 - Biostatistics: D to C
CL1504 - Project 1: C to B+

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So, after the last paper, Physics, I felt like I had lost really everything. Not materially, but emotionally for the exams. *Grabs a fully loaded shotgun and shoots myself in the brain*.

BIANG!

After that, we headed for the Arcade, me and my imoto-tachi, Ah Yun and Ah Hui. SPAMS ARCADE for like dunno how long, and I realised that I am seriously getting MORE and MORE BETTER at KOF nowadays!!!

*Inserts evil laughter and plans to kill off Ash Crimson's virtually unbeatable stylish arts/combos*

Yep, I know, but then its like I love those games requiring hands and coordination. I rock totally at the Taiko Drum thingy, I rock at JuBeat, and I rock at Rock Fever. Woohoo. Now I'm aiming for fighting games, >> KOF:MIA. I really enjoy cooperating with Ah Hui in the Taiko Drum, and I love to play KOF:MIA with Ah Yun. AND I BEAT AH YUN's SHOJO TEAM!!! YEAAAAA! WOOHOO! If I had ben abit more careful, I really would have smashed her dear hubby Ash in her classic best team, but as usual, she's UNRELENTING. Getting it? Haha, lol.

*Inserts random song with only "LOL" in lyrics*

I dislike people when they repay kindness with evil. Met arcade challengers [couple], and they politely requested if they could play with me. I agreed, but after their BUTTS sat on the damn chair, they get themselves glued to the seat, obviously wanting to KO me. In any case, I thought they were really KOF virgin players, so I let my guard down.
*Mind is thinking: Aiya, since people wanna play, why not be more compassionate to them?*
I hated this, and regretted letting my guard down and feeling sorry for them to have KO'ed them 2 times [could have been more, but I let Ah Yun play anyway]. They happened to really pick a really really gay character [Billy Kane, wields a CANE, whacks with a CANE.], and started mashing their controls like there was going to be a car-crash. Obviously, I was defeated like, in the blink of an eye, I lost. OUTRAGEOUS! HOW CAN I! Nanda?!?! How can a group of characters wielding nothing but fists survive a maniacal cane holder! But, anyway, they persisted, and Yun THRASHED THEM. I took part in the thrashing, and I won the girl's persistent and selectively dangerous Mai Shiranui character within a minute. *Teaches her a lesson, smirking*. And FYI, she just says: "Oh, I don't want to play anymore.", and walks off when she's tired of it. LOL! But she's really pretty and beautiful anyway, kudos to her man/ fiance/ BF. Really wish I could have been her BF instead. Haha, bit silly here.

I really think my Louis Meyrink fights alot better nowadays, and can attack like a swift butterfly. Her punches and kicks just seem to be fast, accurate and flowing! YATTA! Oh, as well as a new hot and cute girl I recently like using: ATHENA ASAMIYA!!! SHE's KAWAIIIIIIIII- Haha, and her combos are cool. I think I also like more characters nowadays, and I seem to have this ability to use any character efficiently. Cool, that is. Hyena, Kula Diamond, Maxima, Mai Shiranui, Ash Crimson, Lien Neville, all these are just some of my favourite random character. Lol. Just one problem though, I think I still have some problems with another hot girl I use: Xiao Lon. I can't seem to connect all her attacks in one complete flow.

Kuso-deyo, boku-wa ganbatte, ne?

*Brain: HAI!*

Anyway, be off for Sakuran CCA Leadership Training Camp, as well as the following Orientation '09 Leadership Training Camp few days after. Then, shall catch some movies, then go work!!! No money left for my daily expenditure, so how the can I get more money for>

1. New Phone
2. More fashionable and appealing clothings
3. Arcade needs
4. Doctor medicine
5. Eating
6. Money for preparing for Poly schooling
7. Movies
8. Madonna Fandom needs
9. Shoes
10. Contact Lenses

Till then then, when I can truly acquire all these things. Sucks being poor sometimes, but at least there's the satisfaction gained from how I worked hard for it that makes me feel cherishable, rather than to own, but not realise how fortunate you are, and feel not much of a purpose. At least I AIM for these things, and the satisfaction gotten will be pleasing, like when I recently bought new earphones with imoto-tachi. I admit it feels bad sometimes, but well, I don't give a about it. So, are you the ones that already possess what you've wanted without experiencing the effort to attain it, or those that truly E.N.J.O.Y the effort by working for it, and getting immense satisfaction in the end? Hmmm, don't lie to youself ok. You'll know what I mean if you are also like me. But, I Love my life. I'm made to be like that right? JUST DO IT. Lol, advertising for Nike. Anyways, I end my chat here, so have a really nice day, and Oyasumi-nasai. Bye.

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Candied!!!

From now on till like, when I am tired of it, I shall use words relating to sweets, candy and confections in replacement of vulgar words. Nicer, Ya?

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And oh yeah, I'm so, so stickily-ciously screwed up for my 2 exam papers. Biostatistics and Organic Chemistry never 'caked' me this badly before. Now it is, and it has become a page of my history to come!

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CAKE Biostatistics and Organic Chemistry this time round!
*Sobs like I've lost my precious...*
Totally hates this SEMSETER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arghh. Lol. Hope next year be Extraordinary for me, and my results.

Mr. Random!

Candy

> Numerous varieties of flavours.
> Comes in different colours.
> Tastes nice.

> Comes in different shapes and sizes.
> Filled with goodness, satisfaction and delight.

Life

> Contains good and bad times.
> Numerous varieties of emotions.

> Often filled with surprises.
> Flavourful as well.
> It is unpredictable.

Lol, been a bit random nowadays, so yeah, don't mind me. All thanks to this really, really "cool" cousin of mine, about her blogging as well. Haha. Yep, there you have it: Life, and Candy. What I feel about them? Well, they share certain similar traits that I find really meaningful. So, life should not be underestimated, since surprises pop up like, hell yeah. Life is precious, so, yeah, for those who read this, don't waste your time rotting in stale air, or even dare try ruining/ destroying/ wasting it.

OK, enough talk about this Candy-Life theory; getting a lil boring huh I guess! Haha, It's like that. Too much and all the goodness will go down the drain. that's what happens to me if I myself read those articles/ books/ speeches/ whatever thang that involves the spreading of the better way in life.

Like, keep it short and sweet, ain't it? Why cook up such a looooooooooooooooong-grandmother-that-went-on-talking-about-her-great-and-dull-and-monotonous-and-plain-bullshit-life-historical-experience-for-like-nearly-half-an-hour-and-finally-talks-something-people-had-finally-waited-to-hear-about-and-then-boring-the-hell, hell-out-of-audiences/ people/ public-when-all-they-wanted-was-just-something-short-and-sweet-and-nice-and-easy-to-catch-the-gist-of-it-and-getting-the-message-and-homebringing-SUMMARY?!?!?!

*Takes a REALLY LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG breath and panting after failing to sayit in one complete sentence*

Woohoo, this is fun isn't it? Being random again. Haha, Sorry bout that!

Cell Biology Paper was Totally, TOTALLY like lady luck embracing me while I did the paper. It was like, the MOST easiest exam I have EVER done in my LIFE. :) :) Getting an 'A' for this module, I muss really believe in.

Alright, shall zoom back into my piles of Biostats notes/ papers for now. Be back real quick after this week successfully presides over, I hope. Haha.

RANDOMNESS really rules sometime, Ya? Ooooooooooooooh!

:)

Woohoo!

I found back my passion and love for Final Fantasy XII !

:)

All happened when I found those irresistable soundtracks on Youtube.

Lovely, and superb, and simply candy to the ears.

If you are an FF fan, I believe you should know what I am talking about.

:)

BUT HOW CAN I SLACK AT A TIME LIKE THIS SIA!!! OK I SHALL NOT SLACK ANYMORE!!!!!!!!! Okay, bye, and may the god bless me for my exams.

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The forgotten and forsaken photos from CNY.

Hai... due to someone's reminder, I realized I haven't been uplooading lots of photos. Right. But some pics, I think you'll be frightened. Lol.

CNY 2009 [Ox-Year]>

Mum in the lift

My sis is posing 0.O My baby sis posing Lol. Such a real cheeky look on mii face. 0.O Do I seriously look like a hairdresser? Cause one of my uncles said so. 0.O But anyway? I know I look like I put on Lipgloss, but it was just saliva. Lol, what happens to dry lips huh? My Happy family. Tada!! ^ ^ 大姑 and my Mum ^ ^ Jessica [aunt], 大姑, My mum, my Paternal Grandma, Jennifer [aunt] Uncle Kim, Jessica [aunt], 大姑, My Mum, My Paternal Grandma, Jennifer [aunt] Biatch cousin Vivian and my Aunt Jennifer ^ ^ Group photo [Paternal side] Ladies Day? [Vivian, Sis, Baby sis, Sammi and Cheryl ^^] My mum, 小姨，三姨，四姨，大姨 [Maternal side] 小姨，四姨，三姨，My mum, 大姨 [Maternal side] 2 Eunices? What a coincidence... Haha Eunice, Eunice, Baby Sis, Me ^ ^ Sis with another Cousin, which I don't really know the name! > < Candid shot with my Mum ^ ^ lol, I looked really "surprised" LOL, did you just see that? WTH... really adorable I guess!

Anyway, gotta get back to mugging. Mug really really hard for Cell Bio! Bye ^ ^

Oops no.2

Oh dear, I think I am forgetting that I AM the Organic Chem Rep for Sem 2!!! Lol! Sorry FS0803, for not forwarding the revision questions to some of you all [or almost all I guess] Cheers!

I seriously need to study lots. IT's MY FAULT, AND I'M SORRY. . Anyway, Cheers to good mentality! Hope Our class scores exceptionally WELL! ^ ^ Hahaha once again, sorry!

Last post for now, until the next urgent post!

Hoho, so it seems that I have owed my relatives LOTS of pictures huh?


Here they are:

Well, I guess tts for now. Hoping for a miracle in Biostatistics, Physics and Cell Biology now... Ganbatte for the exams, and remember, IT'S NOT THE END NOW.

The real "end" is only when we age and die. Before that, ANYTHING can happen, and so what you think you should have done... may not be that necessary at all. Maybe, something else suits you better! So, Don't just feel bad because you fail or get average, it's all planned out for you by yourself. Just commit your energy, work hard, play hard, study hard, and you'll eventually see your path in LIFE! Wait and see, and you'll realise it's really your path to walk.

(0.O)... Oops, I think I sound a little bit too chim here. Well, the main point is: Work Hard for whatever you face in life. You'll get something that was not what you wished for, but at the same time acceptable for you! That's all. :) Just said it so as to cheer those that felt really doomed/ worried/ stressed/ sad/ emo/ scared people. S.M.I.L.E (^_^)

Seeya

Oops

Oops, I am really screwed.

Cause I have actually forgotten about my Sakuran meeting today!

Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai!!!!!!!!
Dear imotos I DID not MEANT for that to happen! Really, I don't know for what that made me have this serious STM, but, Gomenasai...

Bought earphones! Kooooooooooooooool! But my imotos didn't seem to like them :(
Hope they liked it after popping it into their ears! Cause my recommendations are not wrong. Although I was wanting to buy the ones that came with a metal case, I figured out it looks girly in a sense, so... bought something that was $3.00 more than the flower series. If not for the shop "Jaben" Nicholas recommended us was seriously lacking in variety for Audio Technica supplies AND COLOUR as well...lol], I might have been 100% coaxed into buying the Hibiscus colour as well. And Vera would have bought her fave Plumeria colour, as well as for Marlene, who would have bought Sunflower from that shop. Well, since we wanna be united, and so... bought at Funan IT mall this! Hahaha. Now we siblings have finally something similar! :) :) :)

So, be blogging more when I have more sticky and sweet news about my life. Seeya. Better be back mugging in Biochemistry now, or else I dunno what would happen in the exams.

Once more, GOMENASAI imotos! 私は実際に実際に残念である!

Sorry again, for the near-expired post :)

Sorry, again, as usual, since this has been a weekly routine...
So... Chinese New Year is all the buzz recently, I guessed. Had great fun at both my Dad and Mum's side gathering. Took lots of Damn nice pics, but I guess I will upload them next time, when I have that bit of spare time. Batt in the Cam's flat, and I can't be bothered to recharge it now. Maybe next time, when I feel like it!

Lots of stuff happened in this couple of weeks. LOTS, with both the GOOD and the BAD, but it seems to me that more BAD stuff happened to me, or seen from others.

Was working at Pepper Lunch the day before, due to someone I guess, huh? But anyway, I still need more input/ income/ money/ whatever you call it, but I STILL NEED MORE OF THAT. Worked from 5 till 11pm, and it wasn't bad though. The only bad thing? - Hunger and boredom as usual. That day was better though, since we were quite busy, and had loads of 'cashcows' coming in to have dinner/ lunch. Too good to be true, but I managed to wish Aunty Christina a Happy Niu-Year... Lol she was comical. I got the mandarin oranges courtesy of Jian Hao, and we kept it a surprise till she walked to the back of the store. Then we 'attacked' her. Well, sort of, but anyway, she did a very funny thing: She passed Jian Hao's M. Oranges to me, Mine to Mashi, and then Mashi's to Jian Hao!!!!!!!!! Hahaha, we got the oranges back anyway! But later, I got a nice little red packet from the dear dame, and how sweeeeeeeeeeet of her. Thanks aunty! Anyway, after that, she left, then YY came in late, but NOT LATER THAN JULIA. Closed, and everything was ok coz of much kind help from Julia and Anna, but I did a horrible thing. Well, we were supposed to change the promotional menu stuck on the counter, so I suggested using turpentine from the storeroom, since the previous menu left some sticky stuff on it. After we scrapped and cleaned it with the turpentine, someone [I didn't know who?] placed the bottle behind my hand, and before I knew it, my hand swung and the bottle... fell and broke. Julia was hit [not pierced] by some glass, and we were sliding across the counter area, smeared with the turpentine-stained OILY floor. We cleaned it, and that's that, end of my work story. But still, I can't forget the stinky liquid! :):):):)

Oh yes, I CAN CONFIRM you that My German test WILL NOT GET A DISTINCTION for sure. Lol, it was too hard for me to decipher the words inside the paper, but the main difficulty was in the conjugation and the grammar and vocab. It's pure horror, and the paper gave me a terrible headache during the gruelling 2-hour. :(

Since that terrible German paper, I have been getting pulsating headaches that annoy me. It's heavy, heavy and heavy. Nothing better to describe it. The head feels like it wasn't willing to be supported from the neck, and the recurring heartbeat-pain is ANNOYING I tell you. Deep within the brain, pulsating once every minute, and remaining hidden from me. Lol.

But its back to school today, and my, was it cool and great?! Had lecture at 8am [obviously I was late, and due to the prezzie we were geting for Alex. :)] and went for Organic Chemistry Tutorial at 10-11am. Lol, like, This was the first time I knew NOTHING about the nomenclature of those COOH acids. I felt stupid and slow today in Organic Chem tutorial. Lol, but there is still time to catch up ba. AND if you don't wish to see me rant, then dun read the text below that is underlined.

I was at Organic chem class, and we were to hand in the tutorials in 10 minutes. before the time limit was gone, Ms. Lye gave me the stack of last week tutorials. I remembered from the 1st time I became the rep, she told me this:

"Please don't distribute this UNTIL class is OVER, thanks."

Right, and there was this retarded, retarded b***h in the class that was soooooooooooooooooooo anxious over her paper that she asked for hers before the lesson was over. And I GUARANTEE you, its NOT the 1st time in fact.

HELLO, WHY ARE YOU SO ANXIOUS, GIRL? YOU WILL GET YOUR PAPER ANYWAY, AND I DON'T HAVE ANY EVIL INTENTIONS OF STEALING/TAKING YOUR PAPER AND DO THINGS TO IT. LIKE I WANTED TO! LOL, DO WHAT? CLEAN MY ASS [mmmmm, perhaps... ]? ANYWAY, PLEASE JUST STOP YOUR FREAK-ALIENATING-BARBARIC-RUDE ATTITUDE TOWARDS OTHER I TELL YOU. IF YOU SEE THIS POST, THEN PLEASE REPENT, AND MAYBE YOU CAN SAVE YOURSELF. I WILL PERSONALLY REMOVE THIS MESSAGE AFTER I SEE IT, BUT DON'T, I REPEAT, DON'T EXPECT ME TO GIVE YOU WHAT ATTITUDE I HAVE BEEN GIVING OTHERS. GO TAKE A LOOOOOOOOOOONG LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR, FIGURE OUT WHATS WRONG, AND THEN CHANGE OK. AND OH THANKS FOR YOUR DISGUSTING AND CHEAP [Organic Chem tutorial paper]ANG BAO AH? I MAKE SURE I FIND A GREEN PACKET JUST AS EQUALLY "NICE" OK??? :)

AS IF TELLING OTHERS TO CLOSE THE LIFT DOOR AND NOT BOTHERING ABOUT ME CATCHING UP WAS NOT A BIG DEAL. LOL, YOU HAVE JUST SHOWN YOUR FOUL ATTITUDE. RUDENESS AS I HAVE NOT SEEN IT WAS JUST....... SHOWN BY YOU.

DAMN YOU F***ING SUPERB***H.

Well, that's what me and SOME of my classmates think about this girl ar. I think I need go mugging more Biochem already, so, BE prepared for more juicy n nice posts. Haha... Seeya.