Another week has gone. How fast does time fly... ... Today I am working at Isetan 11am-11pm. Poor thing, my sleep deprived syndroma has been postponed once again.
This week was just like the last: Lots od projects and especially presentations. OMFG, can't keep up with this much longer, and I SERIOUSLY NEED some rest for my body. A nice day when I can do NOTHING and just sleeeeeeeep. Haiyo.
Now I can even sleep while in a sitting position in the food court. LOL, all my friends were like saying how I could have done that. Well, that's only due to one reason: Tired.
Finally my pay has came, and I am glad I can settle my debt now. Even though I may not have enough to spend after that, I am still very happy. At least getting s wasnt't my pay was sort of a consolation for the past week of F*** S***.
My Common test was seriously not very satisfying. Believe me. Even though I got a B+ for Food Microbio, I still failed Food Ingredients, Human Immuno, and Food Chem. Getting a Pass for Marketing wasn't exactly excitable, nor was getting a C for Unit Operations. German was a very forced B, and that wasn't good either. Anyway, I really felt horrible when I saw my results, even though its sort of common test. Well that's the first time I got an F for like 3 modules. One which I really thought I could at least get a B for it. How sad.
Thought of suicide, but then again, life is so much wasted if it stopped here. Right in the middle of my youth. I ain't a fool to do that kind of serious shit. so yeah. Got many times when I tried to breakadown, but unfortunately I never got a chance to actually do so and cry my lungs out about life recently. It's really tiring all of a sudden, when you see bad results and you had no money, and you were constantly rushing guts out for freaking reports, projects and my assignments. Really tired, really stressed and really mental. I am really sick and tired of my damn life. Sometimes I really wished I could put down everything I was carrying, stop, have a breather, and enjoy till I felt sufficiently happy, and go back to work. But that will never happen. So sad.
Anyway, I had great time with Jasmine, Wan Wen, Yi Ting and Bi Xue during the past few days. When we all stayed back together for Projects. Especially during Thursday and Friday! Really boosted my spirits up doing silly stuff while studying, as well as the work. Even though I felt pretty useless and really sorry for my last-minute work, I hope you guys won't de-friend me for that. I promise I will be better in next Semester. I really got so screwed up this semester, I guess. But there won't be a next time liao. No more hectic life and rush and panic. None of that shall happen next sem. Haha. I Hope.
Friday was the best day of the week. No things and issues for me to brood over the weekends. Really sweet and kind of B&W&J for completing the Food Chem Project by today. Love euu guys to the heart >.<>
thats_very_sweet_of_you_gals_hehe@nyp.gov.sg/ !
www.hao-xiao-dao-chou-jing.blogspot.com/ !
lets_ditch_pipa@fengshengbang.taiwan.tv/ !
Watch out for a camwhoring session to be uploaded at my facebook and blog, when I get back from work over the weekends. Hehe......
みんなさん，
ほんとにおやすみなさい！
じゃな！
がんばってください！
July 31, 2009
July 26, 2009
Work Work Work. For the whole of Saturday and Sunday. This leaves me with completely no time for my studies and projects. Oh well, I DO need the cash for lots of wants and needs. As well as for other purposes which are preferrably unknown.
We talked about how working in Pepper Lunch seemed so similar to our little Restaurant City in Facebook. Ohhhhhooohooo~ Laughed like mad when I mentioned about it ^^
PART 1:
But work was fun. Even with the B.I.A.T.C.H breathing down my back about my oh-so-unique long fringe in Isetan on Saturday. Coming early about an hour didn't seem to please that old fart. Yuck, might as well not do anything in future. What a shame. AND ONCE AGAIN, DO NOT F***ing TOUCH MY PRECIOUS FRINGE YOU
INSIDIOUS
OLD
VENOMIC
FLABBY
BITCHY
TOXIC
PLAQUE
OLD
VENOMIC
FLABBY
BITCHY
TOXIC
PLAQUE
MENTAL
BOOTLICKER
OBESE
OBESE
FAT
TOAD.
Do you know after that touch, how many bottles of Dettol did I use to disinfect and sanitize and autoclave my fringe you dingbat?! Damn your filthy revolting fingers and F***face. Go rot in a swamp, and DON'T ever get near me. F*** You.
I did nothing seriously wrong, and you had to pick on me, like that thing back in Hougang a few months ago, and give me you oh-so-high-and-mighty-and-f***ing-smart-aleck-bitchy-whining-faggoty-maggoty-sublimic attitude. Don't EVER complain about my hairstyle when yours looked like a pile of cowdung with many hay stuck out of it.
Yes, IN YOUR F***FACE I AM SAYING THAT RIGHT NOW IN THIS BLOG POST. It's just a shame that people like you knows nothing about blogs, yeah? Oh So Sadddddd.....
Disgusting piece of garbage, wish you can get punched in the face, so that it'll reshape your whole freaking features. I would so love to see that. (^^) Oh yeah, don't forget about shaving your head bald if you're talking about neat. Do that, and I think you might just look slightly pleasing.
PART 2:
And this was the first time I rode on a scooter!!! Damn, awesome feeling that was indescribable to you all. Just the feeling of everything being detached from your body and just flying carefree on the road... ... WOW! No wonder so many people loved to ride on a bike. Now I slightly know why. Went to Great World City to have some really tasty Ban Mian during 2 hour break (by scooter of course =) ) and then worked till 11, where I went home by Scooter courtesy of Don =).
We talked about how working in Pepper Lunch seemed so similar to our little Restaurant City in Facebook. Ohhhhhooohooo~ Laughed like mad when I mentioned about it ^^
PART 3:
I think I am going to be so screwed for the next week. I can predict my fate. Tired and Depressed state again.
July 23, 2009
Seriously, is Life really that boring? I am in the midst of a bunch of guys that are practically filling the corridors with paper aeroplanes. How pathetically childish and immature can they get at Poly Life? I thouhgt I had seen the Worst when I knew Wan Wen and Bi Xue... ... but NO, someone is even more lamer than them.
Birdbrains, literally, trying to attract attention with stupidity. And they're really getting it for that. How do they act like immature retards, I wonder... ... Haha, anyway, they're gone right now, and I'm once again basked into peace and tranquility.
And Today, I saw them again. Just how many times do they wanna stay like this. And someone's been freaking me into an image 'rapist' of the internet. Literally, HQ pictures of Anime really drives me nuts, as my hands furiously clicks to download those nice ones. Nyeeeaaaahahahahah.
Oh yes, FYI, I am chionging my Restaurant city and Barn Buddy more than anything else (includes my dear Hweety in Pets Society).
Birdbrains, literally, trying to attract attention with stupidity. And they're really getting it for that. How do they act like immature retards, I wonder... ... Haha, anyway, they're gone right now, and I'm once again basked into peace and tranquility.
And Today, I saw them again. Just how many times do they wanna stay like this. And someone's been freaking me into an image 'rapist' of the internet. Literally, HQ pictures of Anime really drives me nuts, as my hands furiously clicks to download those nice ones. Nyeeeaaaahahahahah.
Oh yes, FYI, I am chionging my Restaurant city and Barn Buddy more than anything else (includes my dear Hweety in Pets Society).
July 22, 2009
Alright, I simply love This Wednesday. Feels super-refreshed when I woke up from a 9 to 9.5 hour sleep, something I needed for so desperately for the past 2-3 weeks. Battery's reached about 60%, but Still not enough. I guess that will only take place when finally the day comes all the way during when I am revising for exams. For that is when I am truly free of all the insane homework and projects that clog my mentality. Ha.
Food Microbio practical was short and simple today, and we were practically done within an hour.German class was really boring with Herr Younge, with his oh-so-flat talk about the cold war. Only the pastries really did save me from his drone. Anyway, great bread with the frosting with almond on top, with cheese in the middles. After that the film we were supposed to watch got trimmed, and I finally got out by 5.30, and rushed to TFA for the Cosplay Arts Festival 2009.
Anyway, my dear little-baka-and-spitfire-attitude Marlene imoto-san has finally revealed her talents at cosplaying to me. Formal kind, and in full dress at the same time. At the NYP Cosplay Arts Festival (CAF '09). I saw many characters, and I admit I do not recognize many of them, but at least I was not like someone beside me trying to make fun of the "Ota" part of the people with the name 'ota' in it. Lame shitztztz. Do something more constructive instead of making fun of people's name, bugger~ (and they even said they felt like sleeping right in the middle of tons of people trying to get into the mood. How hot did I get. Grrrrr~)
And there was someone behind me that apparently knew most of the songs being played since I stepped into the Theatre. LOL. MOST songs... ... Kinda cool, but annoying in another way.
Then there was the characters. I am truly amazed how far they can go to cosplay as a true character. Really, they were all out, without being bothered by the attention they attracted. Really, It's so admiring and envious to be a cosplayer. I shall try cosplaying next year perhaps ^^
Well, I would say Grell Sutcliffe/ Lue Song had the most entertaining capability, but I think my chi-imoto/ Road Kamelot would fulfill the cosplaying walk/ posing. Yes, I'm admiting that she's for once good in something >,<
OH, and the best part was during 2 parts: The first being when "Brightdown" was played, with chi-imoto walking out in the mentality of Road. Awwwwwesommeeeeee! I felt goosebumps for her. The second part was during the end, when "Don't Say Lazy" was played.
AWWWWWWW MY GOOOOOOODDDD. It rocked me totally, and I can't help it but sing along to the amazing beat. (FYI, the someone I said also sang along >,>)
I'm so gonna get a damn good handphone that can take pictures by next CAF. Cause I feel so annoyed when I go to somewhere that would say "BRING CAM AND CAMWHORE" and say no to it. How dumb! Lousy HP, curse you.
Yes, and after this I am going back to my irksome reports. Nyeeaaahahaha. Can't wait for that day to come sonner... ... Bis dann, Arcade.
Food Microbio practical was short and simple today, and we were practically done within an hour.German class was really boring with Herr Younge, with his oh-so-flat talk about the cold war. Only the pastries really did save me from his drone. Anyway, great bread with the frosting with almond on top, with cheese in the middles. After that the film we were supposed to watch got trimmed, and I finally got out by 5.30, and rushed to TFA for the Cosplay Arts Festival 2009.
Anyway, my dear little-baka-and-spitfire-attitude Marlene imoto-san has finally revealed her talents at cosplaying to me. Formal kind, and in full dress at the same time. At the NYP Cosplay Arts Festival (CAF '09). I saw many characters, and I admit I do not recognize many of them, but at least I was not like someone beside me trying to make fun of the "Ota" part of the people with the name 'ota' in it. Lame shitztztz. Do something more constructive instead of making fun of people's name, bugger~ (and they even said they felt like sleeping right in the middle of tons of people trying to get into the mood. How hot did I get. Grrrrr~)
And there was someone behind me that apparently knew most of the songs being played since I stepped into the Theatre. LOL. MOST songs... ... Kinda cool, but annoying in another way.
Then there was the characters. I am truly amazed how far they can go to cosplay as a true character. Really, they were all out, without being bothered by the attention they attracted. Really, It's so admiring and envious to be a cosplayer. I shall try cosplaying next year perhaps ^^
Well, I would say Grell Sutcliffe/ Lue Song had the most entertaining capability, but I think my chi-imoto/ Road Kamelot would fulfill the cosplaying walk/ posing. Yes, I'm admiting that she's for once good in something >,<
OH, and the best part was during 2 parts: The first being when "Brightdown" was played, with chi-imoto walking out in the mentality of Road. Awwwwwesommeeeeee! I felt goosebumps for her. The second part was during the end, when "Don't Say Lazy" was played.
AWWWWWWW MY GOOOOOOODDDD. It rocked me totally, and I can't help it but sing along to the amazing beat. (FYI, the someone I said also sang along >,>)
I'm so gonna get a damn good handphone that can take pictures by next CAF. Cause I feel so annoyed when I go to somewhere that would say "BRING CAM AND CAMWHORE" and say no to it. How dumb! Lousy HP, curse you.
Yes, and after this I am going back to my irksome reports. Nyeeaaahahaha. Can't wait for that day to come sonner... ... Bis dann, Arcade.
July 20, 2009
Misery July
Okay, for this post, I am gonna rant about this month. So bloodily ranted.
1. I don't have extra money to spend for the rest of my month, thus I have to rely on my mum for cash in every way. So tolling right? But there ain't any more choice is there? When there's any test or exams, this is the kind of S H I T that I have to go through. All because of my grades damn it. For my grades... ... there goes my beret cap, new laptop bag, new jacket, new shirt, new bag, and most importantly, my spamming session at the arcades. That is seriously the saddest part for me. to add on to that, I hav not yet returned my debt of my friends:
a. Don = $16
b. Mashi = $25
c. My NYP Gang members: Money for the multi-birthday surprise cum celebration for the month of July.
Sorry guys and gals, Imma kind of hard up right now. Perhaps the next month when I get my salary? Promise that I will owe you all zilch ASAP. Feels bad about it Heeeheee. After all, I am just that.
2. I hate the way projects and schoolwork often gets clashed together. This sucks totally, and I like this month not even an inch, except for the fact that my sweet and sticky god-mama has OFFICIALLY released some really HD videos of her Sticky and Sweet Tour* [Part 1: 2008]. This is really a breather for me for this month.
*Wooohooo, am I fan-boy-ing furiously right now for her godly concert audios. It's amazing that professional editing can do so much to one's vocals, but really, too much of it seems rather fake. There's this side of me furiously scavenging the net for her really state-of-the-art edited audio and live soundtracks, but theres this OTHER side of me saying "It's fake, you know that". But, since she's my idol till the day I grow old, I shall never dislike her, for she's an inspiration to me. I really hop her 2009 Sticky and Sweet Tour [Part 2] can be included into the DVD as well, or another DVD this year. Ok I shall stop the insane fandom here, not like someone else who can go on and on and on ... ...
3. The freaking common test results are still not out after like, what, 2 weeks?! This is one hell of a snail marking system I am seeing for the first time. I hate it when results are still pending when you know it should have been released LONG TIME AGO.
4. I really enjoy the celebration for Wanwen and Hui Wen. LOL, both are like goondos/ dummys when doing all the birthday 'stations'. I will post the photos if I have spare time AFTER MARKETING PROJECT is COMPLETED.
5. I will be wanting to work longer hours at PL liao, since I need that much money for my expenditure. If I'm working, I don't take my mum's money at all, period. that's a bit tedious for me, but I guess I have to be somewhat more independent? I am starting to realise the know-hows of spending one's own salary. I eat and spend on what I earn practically. Just hope theres this heavenly schedule where it lies waiting for me to be discovered, and be used.
Life is already such a complex giant schedule.
Why must people make life so complicating by implementing deadlines together on a single period then? You should know what I'm talking about.
For the past week up till now, I have never truly rested, nor truly have some of my free time like I did initially. It's becoma this stale thing called reports, reports, homework, projects, deadlines, reports, projects, projects, assignments, projects, assignments and so on. I feel like I have exhausted most of my energy on just doing quite alot of these sickening pile loads of things.
Some people never do appreciate or even show concern for what I contribute, and make me more pressurised to work even harder. Maybe I'm to be blamed for certain things, like my tardiness, but At least I tried doing it meticulously. Flawlessly. Perfectly. I guarantee to you that 95% of my work have been of the best I could do.
I just feel sad that some of my friends can't be less demanding on my ability. Especially my habit of last-minute hand in. It almost feels that they are leeching on my wellness. Maybe they are more efficient than me, but do you really have to force me to comply with EVERY of your expectations you require? I just can't do it, yes.
And I really yearn for a complete day to relax and get out of this S H I T H O L E of tired life and stress and really get some nice afternoon nap, yes. Just that blissful day where I go home early without any load and stress and drop right onto the bed and sleep through till I'm full. Even though I feel anguish and teary right now, I believe I wil be as good as new if that day comes in time. I just get too emotional typing this rant. I'm gonna stop here. I hope everything changes for the better, for me and my friends. I just need a bit of understanding from their point as a friend, that I have to manage WORK, SCHOOL, PROJECTS, HOMEWORK, FAMILY, GAMING and FREE TIME together. I don't have the luxury of money at my parents' command by just a stretch of the hands, and I most certainly do not really have weekends for my homework. Mostly I'll be working for myself. I am not like others who can do homework on weekends, and get everything done before the week. I work full shift, and don't even have time for leisure when I get home. I am not lucky to be born with a silver spoon, to simply say.
Ok, I'm going back to my misery again, as I type information for marketing now. So Long. Aufwiedersehen~
1. I don't have extra money to spend for the rest of my month, thus I have to rely on my mum for cash in every way. So tolling right? But there ain't any more choice is there? When there's any test or exams, this is the kind of S H I T that I have to go through. All because of my grades damn it. For my grades... ... there goes my beret cap, new laptop bag, new jacket, new shirt, new bag, and most importantly, my spamming session at the arcades. That is seriously the saddest part for me. to add on to that, I hav not yet returned my debt of my friends:
a. Don = $16
b. Mashi = $25
c. My NYP Gang members: Money for the multi-birthday surprise cum celebration for the month of July.
Sorry guys and gals, Imma kind of hard up right now. Perhaps the next month when I get my salary? Promise that I will owe you all zilch ASAP. Feels bad about it Heeeheee. After all, I am just that.
2. I hate the way projects and schoolwork often gets clashed together. This sucks totally, and I like this month not even an inch, except for the fact that my sweet and sticky god-mama has OFFICIALLY released some really HD videos of her Sticky and Sweet Tour* [Part 1: 2008]. This is really a breather for me for this month.
*Wooohooo, am I fan-boy-ing furiously right now for her godly concert audios. It's amazing that professional editing can do so much to one's vocals, but really, too much of it seems rather fake. There's this side of me furiously scavenging the net for her really state-of-the-art edited audio and live soundtracks, but theres this OTHER side of me saying "It's fake, you know that". But, since she's my idol till the day I grow old, I shall never dislike her, for she's an inspiration to me. I really hop her 2009 Sticky and Sweet Tour [Part 2] can be included into the DVD as well, or another DVD this year. Ok I shall stop the insane fandom here, not like someone else who can go on and on and on ... ...
3. The freaking common test results are still not out after like, what, 2 weeks?! This is one hell of a snail marking system I am seeing for the first time. I hate it when results are still pending when you know it should have been released LONG TIME AGO.
4. I really enjoy the celebration for Wanwen and Hui Wen. LOL, both are like goondos/ dummys when doing all the birthday 'stations'. I will post the photos if I have spare time AFTER MARKETING PROJECT is COMPLETED.
5. I will be wanting to work longer hours at PL liao, since I need that much money for my expenditure. If I'm working, I don't take my mum's money at all, period. that's a bit tedious for me, but I guess I have to be somewhat more independent? I am starting to realise the know-hows of spending one's own salary. I eat and spend on what I earn practically. Just hope theres this heavenly schedule where it lies waiting for me to be discovered, and be used.
Life is already such a complex giant schedule.
Why must people make life so complicating by implementing deadlines together on a single period then? You should know what I'm talking about.
For the past week up till now, I have never truly rested, nor truly have some of my free time like I did initially. It's becoma this stale thing called reports, reports, homework, projects, deadlines, reports, projects, projects, assignments, projects, assignments and so on. I feel like I have exhausted most of my energy on just doing quite alot of these sickening pile loads of things.
Some people never do appreciate or even show concern for what I contribute, and make me more pressurised to work even harder. Maybe I'm to be blamed for certain things, like my tardiness, but At least I tried doing it meticulously. Flawlessly. Perfectly. I guarantee to you that 95% of my work have been of the best I could do.
I just feel sad that some of my friends can't be less demanding on my ability. Especially my habit of last-minute hand in. It almost feels that they are leeching on my wellness. Maybe they are more efficient than me, but do you really have to force me to comply with EVERY of your expectations you require? I just can't do it, yes.
And I really yearn for a complete day to relax and get out of this S H I T H O L E of tired life and stress and really get some nice afternoon nap, yes. Just that blissful day where I go home early without any load and stress and drop right onto the bed and sleep through till I'm full. Even though I feel anguish and teary right now, I believe I wil be as good as new if that day comes in time. I just get too emotional typing this rant. I'm gonna stop here. I hope everything changes for the better, for me and my friends. I just need a bit of understanding from their point as a friend, that I have to manage WORK, SCHOOL, PROJECTS, HOMEWORK, FAMILY, GAMING and FREE TIME together. I don't have the luxury of money at my parents' command by just a stretch of the hands, and I most certainly do not really have weekends for my homework. Mostly I'll be working for myself. I am not like others who can do homework on weekends, and get everything done before the week. I work full shift, and don't even have time for leisure when I get home. I am not lucky to be born with a silver spoon, to simply say.
Ok, I'm going back to my misery again, as I type information for marketing now. So Long. Aufwiedersehen~
July 8, 2009
6 modules for the common test, 5 completed.
3 modules I am really confident of at least getting B+.
1 module I think I am going to pass averagely.
1 module I think I am getting a D for it.
1 module in suspense. Highly possibly D or a C for that.
All thanks to complacency that can still last till the test day.
Okay, after the test tomorrow, I'm gonna go to Far East to do something, then proceed to spamming the hell out of arcade. Kiss tests goodbye!
3 modules I am really confident of at least getting B+.
1 module I think I am going to pass averagely.
1 module I think I am getting a D for it.
1 module in suspense. Highly possibly D or a C for that.
All thanks to complacency that can still last till the test day.
Okay, after the test tomorrow, I'm gonna go to Far East to do something, then proceed to spamming the hell out of arcade. Kiss tests goodbye!
July 7, 2009
Everytime I say "I'm doomed" for tests, I really didn't feel that way after I walk out of the classroom after the test. Weird. Only on rare cases then I do really feel like its a doomsday for me. Whew.
This is it, I am already left with very little money, thus I will not be able to splurge for the rest of the month. DAMN. Now I have to restrict myself in so much ways. I'll just have to postpone everything I have ever wanted to buy. My dear beret cap, I'll have to wait another month for you. And that transforming haircut I've been waiting. Again left on the waiting list together with the rest.
July isn't really my favourite month after all.
This is it, I am already left with very little money, thus I will not be able to splurge for the rest of the month. DAMN. Now I have to restrict myself in so much ways. I'll just have to postpone everything I have ever wanted to buy. My dear beret cap, I'll have to wait another month for you. And that transforming haircut I've been waiting. Again left on the waiting list together with the rest.
July isn't really my favourite month after all.
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