OKAY. That's the highest boiling point ever.

I sat through a horrible paper along with my classmates, enduring 2 hours only to face evil-and-very-very-very-cunning-mind-boggling-and-crappy-questions for Food Preservation and Packaging Module. WHY oh why does this paper have to tear my mentality apart?

For every single question, more or less I used common sense to argue back, and then most i did recall VAGUELY some bits and pieces of shitty information. BUT the finale was the coup de grâce at the VERY END of the paper... 20 marks for a question that asks you for those factors to be considered for dear "Douglas" pertaining to effective packaging for a product called "CHUNKY TOMATO SOUP"! Lawlll, that's cheesy. I practically crapped through the entire section B. When I thought of a possible answer, I junk it into the "garbage bin" in front of my eyes. I don't really care, as long as there's salvation, there must be salvation done. D:

I DISLIKE THE SETTER, whoever had set it, I don't have the slightest clue. Why not just dump a single question that says: 

"Explain what you, as a "food preservation and packaging" technologist have to learn throughout the whole of Semester 2. [60MKS]". 

I'll answer:

"  0_____0! _|_  "

ANGRY!

Okay, screw those injustice I have suffered.
Firstly, mum blames me for wasting her effort in cooking dinner, and as if I as expected to finish what she cooked ON MY OWN. When she's cooking portions close to 4 persons... as long as I finish my portion, I don't think I'm in the wrong okay. Blast it.
Then followed by the tired ongoing encouragement I've been advising people in distress. Seems to work so little on them. When they themselves in the first place wants to give up on life. _|_ 
I am pounded by my mum today again. For what? For waking up by myself, when someone in the house could've courtesy to WAKE ME UP so that I can go fetch sister for tuition. WHAT?! For so many years, months, day, hours and seconds they know me, I SLEEP LIKE A LOG. So why can't they change and wake me up in another way?! I rushed down after ironing clothes, brushing teeth, and got on a taxi that zoomed to Hougang Primary. WITHOUT BREAKFAST.
The the worst part came. My sis was blaring at me about not wanting to go for tuition. I was so pissed off at her adamant attitude, I nearly stomped off in anger at her adamant attitude. Lucky for those kind uncles that helped me cajole my sister. Near breakdown... 
I will not succumb to a mental breakdown at this point in time. I will relax and have a cup of iced green tea from MacDonald, sit down, relax, chill and chiong later. I can't be bothered by this madness anymore. Leave those all to the shit-dump. YAY that's done. 


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I will MAKE SURE SOMEONE STUDIES. FOR HERSELF, NOT FOR OTHERS. FOR HER FUTURE. It's not the end of the world yet.

Finally, a breather

新年快乐！

I am finally able to breathe in a relaxed manner. For the past three consecutive days, I have been losing more sleep steadily. Time to catch it all back. Soon. And those juicy fruits and tanks of water, I need you guys. To help me fight off those bad-ass oils and fatty, sickening unwholesome diets I've been indulging recently. *Curse stupid exams really hard*

For God's sake, there's the realization of so many stuff needed to attend to, when exams force people to turn off towards games. I have been trying, and I did succeed partially, because what I only did do was to play Bejeweled Blitz. Awesome game, though it is noted '1 minute game', I don't know why it can stretch to nearly 15 minutes each time I start a game. Hehe, very addictive.

Besides the games on F.B to be managed and taken care of, there is still the GAGA-LLION images to upload. Don't worry, everything coming up on blog first, then on F.B, to whom they may concern.

Well, the summary of my three day-battling was simple: Day 1 was simply too unexpected. Current Trends came out for EVEN chapter 1&2, something really mundane to be tested on. W.T.F... then there's the cruel fact of heavy guesswork in that paper's M.C.Q.

O.M.G even though I calculated I can pass, that is certainly not what I WANT. L.O.L.

Second paper, Nutrition Science. Also very mad at this one. the moment I turned to page 1 of the questions (2 pages and a bit more) and was DAMN EXHILARATED. I memorized like crap for this one, and sure enough, I regurgitated out EVERYTHING in the lecture notes. Of course, I rephrased it. I ain't a kind of person who likes to follow blindly the notes okay...! Then proceeded to page 2, and I almost FAINTED. The questions were the exact (most) proportion of what I didn't have a chance to memorize it down. I crapped my way through page 2, cursing the plain fact of not studying more. A pass would be nice, but too bad for that A... F*** off.

Then today's paper. Safety and Quality. Got mixed feelings for this one. Didn't exactly know how good I did, since most of the concept behind the module is common sense. Logical answers. However, there's a higher amount of me worrying for the paper rather than confident. Screw that idiotic ISO law-like-memorization-facts which sucked to the max. If not I would have been more confident.

Now, for the photos:

Many Sections... From C.N.Y spanning till I-don't-know-when-already. Have a good time looking at those photos, and if you spot yourself on candid, well... ... ... whatever. You're candid. H.A.H.A.H.A. ^^

The first 2 images are related to what I want to cosplay. Well, simply put, 愛染惣介のブリツ！！！

Aizen, as someone or some people said, I have that look there. I think hair, yes. But not height, which was 1.8M!!! (_-_) where to find around 15 more cm for that?! I  am worried about mainly the cost, the time to watch enough bleach videos before the CAF arrvies, time to get the walk done, time to see whether the hair can be made, money to buy the costumes, and nontheless, juggling ability between school and this secret hobby of mine. Okay, not exactly secret. Let's see if fate is kind to me or not... What the hell. I still need to figure out how to make the sword, or the zanpakuto (鏡花水月). Sucks not to be a person gifted with D&T talents.

Delicious jar of cashews, waiting to be devoured. Coated in slight sugar.

Same delicious nuts of 'Happiness'.

Get that Kueh Bangkit OUT! NOW!!! Hungry!!!!

Check out whose legs are these, ya?

Perfect getaways from all those traditional snacks. Something my mum managed to buy.

Ha I feel so proud of buying these 60-bucks shoes. It fits comfortably, and I can ask for no less at the same time :-) They look damn cool and fitting on my feet, that's what I gotta say.

Check out my sister, listening to music at the bus stop, just before we head for steamboat on CNY Eve.

Okay, family photo 1. The best I think, cause of that lovely camera flash.

Okay, family photo 2.

Okay! Someone takes candid shotsss.

Hah! Three left-handers taking a pic together. 1 horse, 2 goats.

Look at how cute my grandma "Ah Mah" smiles ^^

Sister and mother . . .

Brother and mother . . . 

Strange glasses which does not help in my vision.

YESH. Those good moments of slacking while heading to the steam boat is really memorable. I was at home dyeing my hair at the last minute la!!! Well, since there are only 3 bloody persons n the house, why not get the house cleaned up? So we did spring cleaning. Till I decided that it's best if I dye my hair on that day. I was worried about the end result, but after seeing the transformation myself, I was super satisfied. At least tons better than the help-me-finish-the-leftover-dye-on-your-hair-lah event. THAT, was disastrous, as said by some people. Wonder how long Men's Beauteen would last though. Thinking of trying out different colour by now, but imma sticking to the brown family.

Okay, I killed mum when I encouraged her to wear this killer heels on CNY. 2 and 1/2 inches, dang it. I was over-confident about her tolerance to heels. Same goes for my sister's wedges... 2 inches, what could I say than to say: 爱美本来就是痛苦的一件事。

WHOA. Is the sun directly behind me? LOL.

Okay, idiots who had nothing better to do than to wear a net (those used to hold mandarin oranges ,WASHED prior to wearing) and look maniacal and mental!!!!!!!! Even my poor sister is also dragged into that expression!!!

AH! Ju-On resides in my house. Haha joking only, it's actually my sis, who put too much talc on her face after a bath. she said she wanted to look at why we were laughing, so I took a picture, and she's shocked and giggled. X-)

Now now, who made that Vanilla Cone Float in NYP??? Hmmmmm. Definitely not me. I'm not so disgusting. Yet.

OKAY, must check this photo. Three little musketeers from ages ago. Found this photo at my other grandma's house. 


L-R: Me, Sister Eunice, Brother Benjamin. Damn it, Ben looks like already like a psycho mental baby on the loose, equivalent to that of CHUCKY. My sis, got nothing to say, but theeeat EPIC expression. LOOOOOLZZZ.

I CAN COOK OKAY! This nice dish on the wok is cooked ENTIRELY by yours truly. Special Dark Soya Sauce Chicken chunkies with sliced ginger, potato pieces and savoury thick sauce. I am really into cooking, just minus the fact that 

I HAVE NO TIME. 

Maybe I would make a good chef some other time in the future, who knows? Dip. In Food Science what. And I happened to be an F.S student who happens to love cooking AS MUCH AS EATING. XD

Okay, that's all. Super long post, but then again, you people survived till here! 

お目でとございます！さよなら　みんなさん。

私のブログすごいです！！！

バイバイ！

OKAY.


Why do I see around 20 marks effortlessly fly off once I saw the questions? What more could I do, but to thrash out anything I could think of?! Okay, not trying to sound suicidal, but nevertheless, a good paper. As if I didn't see better papers. So most of the current trends came out eh? *In disbelief*


Anyway, every section (Section A & B) seems to be too tricky. I don't even dare to think about the chances I might get A for this one anymore. FBT hangs by the weighing scale. Really. To think I mugged so hard despite not doing enough, I feel cheated. Extremely cheated. To hell with Replication, Transcription, Translation, and that amount I studied for nothing!!!


Now, I am gonna get that B for Nutrition Science. Soon. I hope I can >.<

Random posted

I know I shouldn't be wasting my time on blogging, but then again, I blogged. :P


I just wanna say that it's a great day for blogging :)


To the person whom I am blogging about (even if you do not visit my blog or what):
You are perhaps one of the most irresponsible person I have ever encountered, with your fellow 'tenants' in that room. With those same, disgusted 'neighbours' next door. Not talking about the 'Angels' you lot have ensnared in. Yet there you are, with that authority whom many could have replaced you, and did a better job there. You make me feel contempt like never before, and I believe that's not enough to cover up your other hideous moments. I have NO wish to work with your stupidity of irresponsibility, which I also assure you, have disappointed a great many number of others. You can continue with your doings with some others possessing the same level of disgust and naiveness, but trust me, you will cause more disappointing moments with those you work with in the future... Rot together scums of the society... I promise you that once you filths are gone, the world of tomorrow definitely shines brighter.


Now back to studying.

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!

Hey there bloghoppers! Here's a toast ... to the short-lived CNY festive occasion for those poly students out there! Although this year was definitely MUCH more quieter than the previous years, I believe I am much happier this year than compared to the last. One obvious reason, because I look much much more nicer to look at. Especially with that new head of a Caramel Brown colour from courtesy of Men's Beauteen hair dyeing products!!! Finally, a not-so-thrashy-dyeing-session-like-last-year-when-I-am-forced-to-use-extra-hair-dye-from-my-sister's-dyeing-session. A completely whole bottle to myself :X

Anyway, yeah, a pretty rushed CNY obviously. I think its the problem of time management on my side, as I bought everything during the last few days of chiong-ing and squeezing and chaos in:

1. Bugis Junction (Jeans for $42.90+ Belt for 22.90 ^^)
2. Bugis Street (bought nothing)
3. North Point (not so crowded, bought Everlast tailored shoes for $59.90 ^^)
4. AMK Hub (reference-looking, bought 2 shirts at COTTON ON, really worth it for $60++ ^^)

Finally, I used my $5 long sleeved tee bought from Song and Song ages ago, as a layer with the shirt I wore. Damn satisfied, since I definitely look matured in the correct percetage. ^^

Since my mum forked out around $100 for the shirts and jeans, I spent $80 with my own money. YAY, I didn't have to use so much money...

Oh before I forget, I finally learnt that it takes bold actions on my crop of hair if I needed style. SERIOUS! I twisted them so strongly at a point I felt being tortured, but then the effect was great. Finally, style has hit my mentality in a form of twists! HAHA LOL!

I will be uploading the photos soooooon on blogger, deoending on my mood and amount of studying. Look out for those heartwarming photos soon!!!

*Backs to study T.T*

Perhaps now, the most horrifying thing I've done was to be late approximately half an hour for a test.

ALl thanks to yesterday's twisted flow of events. Here's why:

Shower > Go to bedroom > Open Nutrition Science Lecture notes > Make sister sleep > Forgot set alarm > Mum couldn't wake me up and left (bring sis to school) > Slept till 9am > Rushed to NYP in 40 minutes > sat for a bloody test which I had not revised fully.

F.U.C.K.E.D.U.P

And hooray to me, for completely typing out my own project 3 report. 40 pages. And I believe there's no need for quantity. Rather, the QUALITY of the writing bah. I am satisfied with what I can produce. I can already get an award for "Outstanding Performance with Short Notices and Excellent Independent Work Award". LOL

I couldn't care less anymore. After that, I was informed of doing FYP! OH MY GOD, why Final Year Project first?!?! Bloody hell. . . 

Anyway, our Miss Shi Hui has just turned 18! Shen Ri Kuai Le!!! Hope you had fun today.

We shopped, and ate at LJS, then separated. Then we joined back together in Bugis. Strange huh? Not all of our clique la. Funny, since this is the first time seeing Miss Osmanthus' BF. . . OK, at least he's more social-seeking than Jasper.

I realize that if I shop with them, I'll never ever be able to buy something I like, or prefer. I just can't, with them. Somehow, they don't know what I want, and I don't know how they want me to be leh. But I'm set on buying shoes at NorthPoint today (official timing lah, after 12am.). The saleswoman should be happy to seeme back at the Heritage Hub. HAHAHA!

I'm waiting for my mum to sponsor my pants for CNY. Plainly because she owed me. Not that I don't have $$$, but rather, not willing to spend a bomb yet. SHall buy pants on Friday. MUST, or else CNY I'll have to wear old pants. -_-

OKOK, now I need to satisfy Jasmine, and do my part for FBT report liao. Buh bye.

Oh, before I forget, SHE REPLIED & ASKED ME TO GO TO HER WORKPLACE FOR A TALK! ZOMG I CANNOT BELIEVE IT. I SHALL BE SO NERVOUS. I AM EXCITED!

LIFE SHOULD BE BETTER. SERIOUSLY.

The end of the horizon.

I am proud to say that my nightmare is nearly 50% completed soon. Well, quite. All projects have come to an end. With next week down, I can fully concentrate on those damned exams. I have to practice being disciplined to really study. No more what-I-have-wasted-during-the-entire-study-period-and-free-time shits.

Anyway, I am glad the Project 3 product showcase turned out good. One of the tasters even gave me a card that says: "Product & TCM Development"! Am I thrilled at that time, since it was our sort of first taster that gave such a nice comment. This certainly boosted my confidence in creactivity. I will be likely to email her soon about the stuff. *Being excited*

Okay, I never expected my product to be so successful. Although there were some possible improvements here and there, I believe those are minor. The lady commented that she would like our product if if was in a café, and it being really pretty. Even if she wouldn't eat it, she would buy it despite the fact, and admire the piece of wonder like a pretty ornament. LOL! But she gave some really useful information on improving the product and then pushing it to restaurants?! She said that westerners would really like my product, since the cereal bars they have over at the other side was incomparable to ours. New form of creativity. I am seriously shocked at that point in time la. OKOK!!! I'll find a way to do so. It's been hard on me, and finally what I've done has paid off partly. 

I'm seriously not going to comment on what those assessors said. Seriously puts off anyone if it was elaborated. The crux: "How sure are you on your product being acceptable by elderly population? Chilled? Are you sure they like cold products?" 

I fumed practically at that point. Literally the same old treatment I've been given a year before. BY THE SAME PERSON. And someone else had to add the sentence: "Westerners do not take agar at all." Well, are you sure? What if I found ONE westerner that actually takes it? Please try not to put down the spirit of so many people including myself, PLEASE assessors. You won't know what the folks out there has changes with times. Keep your crude comments. WTF -_-|||

Anyway, my personal troubles of the 'strain' is free finally. I want to find newer chances of cooperation, simply put. Not the same anymore. SERIOUSLY. Even if I comment or not, I will be given the same old treatment. Hais..... but currently enjoying this brief chance of fresh change.

CNY is edging its steps towards me, and I have not bought my pants and hair dye and styling stuff and new pair of glasses YET. ZZZZZZZZZZ. When can I find the time to get them? Just bought 2 realy nice shirts at COTTON ON yesterday. Really worth the second item at 50% discount. Wooooohoooo! I am going to be really split into two at QNY, cause its the nightmare of any poly student at this time. REALLY!