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YOU & I

2011-09-20T13:02:00.000-07:00

GOSH.

It's been a long time since I (came around) came to blog, been a long time but I'm (back in town) blogging now, this time I'm not leaving without you.

Have not cut / trimmed hair yet, though it has got mixed reviews...

I can't believe it. a literal MIA on blogger for more than 5 months! Yikes... guess I have been busy like hell since graduation ceremony had officially blown over.

Well, this is partly because of a change in user preferences. I mainly use twitter now, because it's freaking convenient to tweet instantly, or still better, save up the drafts like sms-es, then tweet the when you feel like it. Followers and following makes the whole communication process super cohesive. Follow me on twitter if you like! @Murph200491

Back to topic. Working hard to Spend and Enjoy hard most of my time. NS hasn't managed to arrest me into their camps yet, which is unusually long. I guess because of my lung problem that I had to take some medication for another 6 months. Still, they haven't confirmed when I'll be going in yet. All my close guy friends has already gone into NS already! I'm left here like on tenterhooks.

Been down on my luck with my earphones recently. They spoil withing weeks, or within months. I don't know why I am so unlucky and downright stupid when handling, storing or either using them. One earphone got dented when the whole R-side earphone unit got crushed under a taxi door!!!!!!!!! The other earphone I bought earlier on has to behead it's 3.5mm audio jack by someone who SAT on my bag, that had my earphones in them. FUCK IT. Been surfing over websites like Audio Technica, Sony, MONSTER for good earphones, but compromising on what I get with the budget limit I set. Still, no yielding results. Indecisive dude here ya!

Anyway, enough about the unhappy stuff now. I feel really determined to get a good lasting earphone, a music player, a phone that has internet yet approved in NS, new entries into my wardrobe and a fat bank account.

Anyway, I shouldn't be up this late anymore. Too unhealthy. I need more sleep, because I have been working hard lately, for that FAT and FED satisfied bank account. I also need to curb my splurge power! It's driving me crazy and... alright, time to reall stop now. See ya soon bloghoppers. If I ever have the chance to blog more.

Go the Extra Mile for Service? Am I a GEMS? HAHAHA

2011-04-12T09:46:00.000-07:00

I promised to blog about my eventful days working @HOGPL. Now here goes:

There was one particular day that started very badly. An old lady actually had the oldest guts in this world, to scold me 'STUPID'. Fuck up bitch. I instantly fired up and flamed through my head man. I walked round and was chanting "okay!" under my breath. She kept glaring at me after she was forced to change seats by yours truly. And heres the deal, she was the one at fault first, for seating on someone else's taken seats. She just was blind enough to NOT see the 'RESERVED' signs on that table is it? She can still tell me "Is there a name on the table?" Fuck man. She's too old and cranky for me to handle. I kept muttering "stupid" under my breath everytime I walked past her. Fucking bitch. I'm not as STUPID as you think. At least I didn't lose control over your useless existence on this world.

Now moving on to the nicer events. There was a long queue I was just finished managing with. No more tables left, and there was this old uncle who apparently was a first timer. He's carrying 2 big bags of NTUC stuff. I asked him whether he minded sharing a seat with another single seater; a Indonesian Woman. She didn't mind mah. And the uncle asked whether she minded beforehand. So he went in to take his seat and put his stuff down. So I left, but I found out the old guy kept seated down. I offered to help him order his stuff. Then he asked me what's good at Pepper Lunch. I said the Pepper Steak :) :)
He wanted salmon as well. So I pointed out Salmon & Chicken. He didn't want that. So I thought of the Promotion Rib & Salmon. He said "It's good". Then He thought it's those poshy places, where you dine first before you make payment. But it wasn't mah, So I offered to help him pay for his order. Before I left for the cashier, he was saying "Ohhh, you're really kind.". The opposite Indonesian woman also nodded in earnest leh, while sipping her drink. I felt sooooooooooo good. I then returned his change, and then it wasn't long before the two of them got their orders and started dining. What surprised me was after this whole epidsode near the end.
I was still walking around the dining area, then I went to wipe some cutlery I think. The Indonesian lady was asking me where she could put her comment feedback form. For a split second I thought she could be praising me. I told her where, and she added a comment to me "Oooooh, Murphy, you are VERY kind and helpful!" before she left. *GLOWERING with PRIDE* There was something he said about, that amused me. The Indonesian woman was having Salmon Pepper Rice, and when I served her, the Old guy was like, "Ohhh. That looks good. Maybe I'll try it next time I'm here." Ahahahaha XD
Then I was clearing the shitload of trays. Moving in & out of the dining area, carrying 3 by 3 stacked hotplate trays. Halfway through, I was serving something to another customer. After that, I saw the old guy leaving. But he was calling me. So I went to offer him more help, if needed. Instead, he pushed a folded $2 bill into my hands.

(O.O)
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

I tried running after him to return the money. I felt overwhelmed by gratitude, but something told me I musn't accept his money. I went after him, but all he did was to refuse me flatly, and he said something that really struck to the very core of my heart.

"No no no! Please take it. It's for your great service and helpfulness. I'll definitely come back here to eat again!"

On a Camera Rampage

2011-04-02T13:23:00.000-07:00

Fujifilm Rampage!

FinePix F500EXR Totally drives me mad. I really feel like owning one sia... Hahaha. Its gonna be the coolest stuff I'll ever hope to own! I just love the flashlight popping out, despite it being a digicam. It looks every inch like what I thought of buying. This is the highest posibility out of the digicams I featured in this blog post, that I'll set my mind on buying! ^^

Check it out in FinePix F500EXR Official Website!

FinePix X100 looks kickass professional and stylo-milo for me. But that doen't stop me from loving it! OH MY GOD. Looks perfectly the photographer when strung onto anyone. I just love that rustic, vintage-look to it!

Check it out in FinePix X100 Official Website!

FinePix Z800EXR looks like it could do with me in my hands sitting comfortably and snugy :) I wannntttttttt~ Especially when its got RED colour, all sleek and glossy. Whats more, the front cover looks so stylish, and the screen is soooo BIG, WIDE and fully touch-sensitive. You can now browse photos like a touch-screen phone yay! :P

Check FinePix Z800 out NOW!

Graduate!

2011-03-22T12:31:00.000-07:00

For once, I'm really, really relieved. Greatly.

CAUSE I CAN GRADUATE! WHEEEEE! I didn't fail anything, I got the required amount of module credits to do so, and I AM LEAVING NYP, for F*** SAKE. I HAD ENOUGH! YAY.

For the last hurdle, I was surprised at the grades. I thought I did badder than that! So, in overall, it's rather positive for me!

I should learn to be self-contented. Whatever grades I get reflect the person I am to be, right? No point trying to change so hard till it alienates you into a machine. So, I am really grateful for literally everything.

One D+, rest all either B+, B or C+ or C+. I'm grateful for not getting F's... ...

They're mailing something called transcript, and then the conferment letter to me. I CAN'T WAIT.

Thanks to the Power of the Gohonzon! You made me ride through this terrible ordeal!

:D

Desire for the Voice

2011-03-17T13:41:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh. I have the sudden urge of a becoming a very great singer.

Blame it on Christina Aguilera and Jennifer Hudson. Those people make me want to own that god-so-good vocals.

I don't even really know how to begin this little dream of mine. Vocal lessons anyone? Belting? I would love to though.

REVAMP

2011-03-09T04:28:00.000-08:00

Okay. Blog is now revamped!

Damn awesome fonts are now discovered by yours truly! I say, this is 90% similar to my actual real handwriting. It's unbelievable, feels like as though I am really 'writing'!

I think my twitter widget be working sooner or ir not, then later.

Hopes my readers out there would get used to this font interface soon. Or if not, then please comment and feedback in the sweet ol' 'Punch Out' Tagboard!

Been working on this shit for HOURS, and it's always nearly 100% rewarding to see the efforts being shown in satisfaction. I sure am right now!

Till the NEXT post!

Fucked Up even after exams.

2011-03-02T09:49:00.000-08:00

I want to shout out all the stuff that is still bothering my mind.

Really, it sucks. Rather than feeling happy about the fact that I am free from any fucking exams and the sickening, screwed polytechnic education, and celebrating it joyously with a heave of immense relief, I found myself still troubled and mentally loaded. Why?

Is it because of the fact that I had so MUCH to be concerned and think about up to this point. Now to calmly think about it and taking some time to find out, I really had a lot of suppressed, immense load of depressive thoughts. Too long to list. I don't even dare to begin on this post. I will reserve it for the next one. Seriously, I would've died of mental stress and become unable to sit for the 5 exam papers with mind at ease. Whew, close shave.

And one more thing. My fucking brother sucks to the very maximum it can get. He's a selfish bastard. Only comes to you like a dog when he needed help. Fuck him to the bloody maximum. He doesn't care any bit in family relations, as well as related issues. He's not worth the effort to lend him or offer him any fucking stuff at all.

God, why am I so mentally weighed down? Gosh, feel like breaking down to someone that I could confide in, Now the great confidant, who is yours truly, of all times, is seeking comfort now. Seriously amazed by how serious this situation could get.

T.T

Feeling Achieved over Summarizing

2011-02-28T05:49:00.000-08:00

Yes. I do feel achieved. For summarizing and creating my beloved barely-2-sided-page notes for the WHOLE semester of a sickening module called Product Design & Development, PDD. Got lots of chunky 30++pg lecture, and I managed to shrink them to just ... ... one bloody piece of paper? Damn, I'm good at this.

But only for myself to be understood. I don't think there's gonna be another one person on this planet who would appreciate and understand my methodology HEHEHE.

Well, Shouldn't stay here for long though, got an exam in like less than 12 hours.

*Hoping to log off before 10 minutes*

Dejection. Sadded.

2011-02-24T08:41:00.000-08:00

I kinda felt disappointed with myself. For doing that bad in the most important, and last-chance exam papers.

They were super tough. Well, at least for 1 out of the 3 out of the 5 for this week, it was okay.

I hate myself. For not being able to gauge everything in importance. End up to be like a wasted chap, sitting in the exam half for 2 of the papers feeling dejected greatly. I was too tired mentally and physically (hand) that I gave up writing and regurgitating information. I just gave up.

It's as if my hand was talking to my brain: "Hey, you know what, just start giving it up, even if you feel like salvaging by writing bullshit. Face it. You're not making it."

I felt like I lost hope. Seriously.

Being a student in SCL drives people to their brakdown moments. In the exam hall, I totally blew it. Even if I knew perfectly that I had to continue writing, I didn't. I did what I knew was not correct!

I think I'm losing all of it. I need fresh, new HOPE.

Damn, Feeling busted.

2011-02-20T01:19:00.000-08:00

I might be having some kind of lung infection. Doctor @SGH gave me orders to pop down 11 tablets every morning, until the next appointment 3 weeks later. When I initially heard the news (sorry, personal), I wasn't that affected. Cause I was alone, no one accompanied me there. After I went out of the clinic, was waiting for my medicines to be collected. Just then, mummy called. Then I broke down a little. The tears streaked down so automatically.

I guess that also affected my mood and focus in the exams revision. Not been diligent enough, I guess. My mind was pretty occupied with loads of thoughts. Preoccupied. I need something to forget about the existence of my condition.

I must persevere for the exams, even if it is so tough. I must get a good-enough GPA, so that I won't feel wasted for 3 entire years.

And I am gonna be better.

Useless Parasite

2011-02-15T00:51:00.001-08:00

Why must it always be like this?

Why must he always be like that in the apartment? Is he like that when he's with his gang of friends outside? Does he act like this useless, fucking lazy scumbag? That couldn't do anything useful enough to be labelled as useful? I'm perplexed and fucking mad.

Even though he's so popular with his gang of friends, does he practice what he preaches out their, in the family? WIll he EVER be like that? Will he FINALLY be able to communicate with his family, as well as he can do easily out there with his friends? I don't think that's possible. Will he ever remembered he had a family back in the apartment, or does he think he's the only soul in that 'house' he so calls?

Can he spare even 5 seconds to throw away his rubbish and garbage? No, he can't he has to say 'WAIT' without fail, every single time someone reminds him to do that. Though some or most of us in the family tends to get lazy at time, it's definitely not as persisting as he can be like. even if you throw the garbage in front of the room he lays, he can literally walk OVER the rubbish and then ignores its existence. WOW. This is some serious eye-brain related problem? Will he ever contribute to anything labourious in this house? will he START to do anything constructive besides his dancing, his friends, and his life? WIll it be even possible for him to not stay out till midnight every single day, if not once every 2 days? IMPOSSIBLE MAN! He practically behaves like he's living in a hostel. FUCK YOU, BITCH.

Not to mention the amount of food he eats. His bowl is alway choking full. He eats tidbits like it's rice. He finishes most of the food we intended to share and slowly enjoy over time. He destroys whatever hope we inject into the house. Whatever we tried to hopefully inject, he sucks it all out at the other end. I don't know, but he definitely eats, acts and behaves as a monster. Can't fucking stand his opinions. Why does he always think he's maligned? Is it really so? Or is it just another complete, ridiculous reasoning he tries to defend himself? I don't know!

I didn't mean to write yet another angry post, but it's intolerable. He's intolerable for existence. How to accept him for what he has been doing? Nobody can. Except for my mum. My dear mummy. who has been tolerating and bearing every single stupid action he does. For every hurtful action and comments he has said. For every single time he forgotten he has a mum that he should respect. If he ever read this post, I fucking don't care at all. He's already transformed into the stranger that I can vaguely remember as my sibling.

2011-01-30T04:46:00.000-08:00

Fuck You, Bitch.

You're not going to fucking have your cake and eat it. You're fucking wanting your head to be chopped off like Medusa.

And stop proclaiming how your side is always the victims. Pull out those fucking useless eyes of yours through the eye sockets and see clearly: WE ARE THE ONES, NOT YOU. Therefore, YOU have no inch of fucking right to actually vulgarize our family. Fucking Ah Lian way STOP Telling me how maligned and tolerant you are. Stupid, FOUL FUCKING Mouth.

EVERY SINGLE TIME, the invitations are only we heard from Mum. NEVER ONCE did you FUCKING BOTHER to message us. OR PHONE US. FUCKER, go eat shit.

WHY? OH, cause YOU NEVER FUCKING BOTHERED MAH. NEVER FUCKING BOTHERED TO MSG / PHONE US for such stupid things. Everytime mum had to tell us last minute, and we have to rush down, for what? For pretence. sit down there, eat, pretend, pretend and more pretending. Stupid idiotic shits. Don't think only you are entitled to fucking scold ppl like that. I am ALSO ENTITLED.

STUPID BITCH.

POST IT - Beeeeeeeeelated.

2011-01-29T12:21:00.000-08:00

Been a gazillion years (if what-not) since I ever came to this site for any visible updates.

I can't believe how busy I am emotionally, mentally and physically. Thanks that to the fucking schoolwork I have been slapped with. Projects after projects, only to be staring at yet more presentations after presentations.

Product Design & Development was torturous enough on its own. Trials of optimization, followed by testing of parameters, and then labelling design as well as the preparation for the food exhibition (poster and prototype samples). Not to mention the group tutorials that sucked like hell every single week. I don't know whether its the lecturer or its just the team members' problem. I believe it to be both though, in my own opinion. Why can't the tutorials be better? Gosh, I hate it everytime the tutorial presentation begins. It's p-p-personal.

Labelling & Regulatory Affairs were also another mental problem. Stupid regulations make you go nuts man, seriously. Lookin for them is even tougher than memorizing it, I SWEAR. It's hard to search for Australia's regulations! Everything about this module is completely F***care seriously! Presentations after presentations make me go sick in the face and in the body, looking through boring schedules and sections of food acts and regulations. I also feel f***ed for the projects, presentations and tutorials for this module. Seriously, I think I know the reason why. It's clear and obvious, yet I just didn't bothered about it in the start of everything. If only I had done it the other way...?

I'm glad Food Business was one of the best modules of this semester. At least until before Financial Plans started. Now, I'm perplexed by Balance Sheet, Profit & Loss Statement and Cash Flow Statement. Hope I can manage!

Common test wasn't hopeful enough for me. I can't understand why I can't get better results... damn disappointed with fairly some of them. Of course, I deserved it right? Always the baddies (as I put) got better grades. I can't tolerate it, seriously! Damn, becoming angsty all of a sudden... *calms down*

I still have to clear up a shitload of assignments, reports and presentations before I'm officially cleared for the exams revision. I better become more focused and do more work then... tests coming up, and I'm not gonna fail them, or get just-pass marks liao. Hope I can gain back the confidence...

Seriously, it felt a bit better writing these stuff, of what I've lacked in doing over the past 3 to 4 months. All that angst, stress and compromises I've made (be it in terms of teamwork, schoolwork, slacking excessively, everything what-not) seemed to bottle up and destroy most of my zeal and optimism for the better. They shouldn't stay in my body sia. It felt better now...

Life shouuldn't be so tensed up, I realized. Take some time out of the norm... You'll realize that once you stop for awhile, it falls on you that life is not all about grades, GPA and A's. It's about the amount of satisfaction you get from life.

I'll work harder for everything, despite saying that the grades didn't matter. Well, I'm still gonna pin hopes for a better GPA though

That's all for now. Should've slept hours ago. Gonna lack sleep soon. Oh, did I mention that I lacked sleep almost every week? Yes.

I fucking hate Poly schooling~

HOW SIA?!

2010-12-15T22:22:00.000-08:00

Okay, officially, everything is spoiling or breaknig down around me. Idiots...

Well, this is because of the first incident: My baobei laptop. Due to a very unjustified decision I made, It's spoilt. Really. I hate to say it, but well, WHY DID I LEND MY LAPTOP TO THAT GIRL? Idiot, now probably because of her, I may need to reformat my entire lappie. No, I should say I MUST reformat liao. My lappie's OS is cranked up now. From initially, the WiFi module stupid .dll file is gone for good.

"wlanutil.dll is not designed to run on Windows, or it contains a file error. You may try reinstalling using the appropriate media software, or contact your system administrator for help and support"

FUCK.

Better still, my computer can't locate the WiFi Page, or the Network & Sharing Center main page. Stupid, fucking awesome tragedy.

Then, it moved on to my precious Bluetooth Icon Tray... also displayed the same message.
Then, my precious RocketDock! Idiot, fucking insane now....

Luckily I bought a 500GB HDD from TGM, or else I seriously don't know HOW I can solve the entire thing.

However, things are still not progressing! COMMON TEST WEEK! SUCH A DANGEROUS PERIOD!

Charger is also SPOILING again!

MUMMY STEPPED on my specs, and it BROKE. FUCKING AWESOME.

Am currently hoping my common tests end soon, if not I seriously don't know how to solve everything.

2010-11-20T10:22:00.000-08:00

Well, I am sure Friday really gave me the extremes. Like it always did.
Been pissed off to kickstart with, but as it approached towards the end of the day, I am happier at least, with imoto accompanying me to dinner and arcade spam session.

I especially need to announce to the world that jubeat severely requires more machines. Definitely more than 8, at least. Why is it the same with 2, 4 and 8 machines area? LOL. Singaporeans really need to revise their direction. It's either the iPhone 4, iPad, iPhone 3GS, iTouch and stupider things like that, and what's more, there's the damn korean wave that's been infecting people everywhere.

Go to the MRT: Every 5 persons, there are 3 of them tapping / shaking / swinging their iPhones.
Go to the school: Every 5 persons, 4 talks furiously about marrying K-pop stars, groups, fans and stuff like that.
Go to jubeat in acrades: Every 4 machines, 4 people are using them. _|_
These make me only think of one phrase to label these hopeless Singaporeans: COPYCATS. Their direction is the worst. I am lucky I am not any of these. Even though I am equally amazed by both Japanese and Korean Culture after shows like Dae Jang Geum, Cruel Temptation, etc.

Well, at least HP7.1 was somewhat satisfying enough to watch.

PISSED OFF~ period.

2010-11-19T02:01:00.000-08:00

Do I feel angry? YES

Do I feel stressed? YES

Do I know myself to be late and slow? YES.

Do I hate that part about myself? YES.

Anger and Stress don't make good friends.

SERIOUS.

Don't ask me why. I will not tell anything bout it unless I am talking to the right person.
Admits that I am slow in my delivery of work. I truly admit that. But hey, I f***ing hate your mannerisms. You make me so amazed, really. I am speechless. Though I am slow, though I am late most of the time, so what? You gonna pin me down just because of that? Gosh. It feels so damn bad. I won't ever look at you in the same way again. Never again.

Youknow, that could be the first time I felt so relieved when I typed out F*** swear words. This time, it did.

2010-10-25T09:55:00.000-07:00

Why must every module attempt to ultimately give me a headache?! Those timelines are seriously in need of a thrashing.

Can time really slow down when I am doing work? I really appreciate it if it's like that :P If not I will feel like I'm racing against time FOREVER & EVER.

Gonna Chiong for e-journal and CommSkills Resume skeleton...... hates them.

Meanwhile, is very determined to draw the below character for my file cover. ^^

WARNING! Biohazardous WORDS!

2010-10-20T01:47:00.000-07:00

Whew. I'm glad those spammers are removed from my CBOX. Also revamped it.

I especially hate to scour through them JUST to look for my friend's comments.

They obviously lead you to a virus-filled webbie, if not then a porno webbie. Tch. They can't even be smarter enough. I think it's gonna take those fuckbrains an eternity to successfully trick people into visiting their webbies. So long, fuckers.

On another note, I hate to admit it, but I am again amazed by the effect of popping down 2 panadol tabs and to see your fever going down in a matter of an hour. That was yesterday, when my stupid fever came when at class. Until I reached home at 8, LOL. Then I popped them finally. That's cool. My last time popping those little devils was in my stay at SGH. I took them like sweets man, at that time. No lah, joking. I mean, I take them every 4-5 hours, to relieve either fever or pain from the wound. Anyway, whenever they passed those tabs to me (including tramadol), I just popped them. Heehee.

WAH LAO EH.

2010-10-18T02:12:00.000-07:00

UGH.

School has resumed. I am not liking every single one bit of going back to school.
All those confusions, mixed feelings, compromises and stress, as well as the decisions made on impulse, and every single thing I'm hating to think about has come back to haunt me.

I'd rather work, work, work to fill up more space in my pockets. Instead of study, study, study to get only but more stress. Seriously, it sucks big time.

Well, this is not stopping me from being optimistic about what lies ahead of me in the near future. I ain't!

On another note, I can rest more. Heehee.

2010-10-10T03:17:00.000-07:00

I love the past few months. Nothing beats them.

Started first with the attachments. It's what I think of as a 180 degree turn directly from schooling. At NYP.
When at IAP, I realized that the education is very much different from reality, in terms of the real, working world. Somehow, the things learnt at school always seemed to be superficial, though deep and thorough. They can never compare to what we'll be preaching in the future. I can see that very clearly.

I've gone throught IAP. It was fabulous. I made a new group of close, genuine colleagues that I'll swear I'll never lose contact of. They really made my day in the 'gloom' at F&N IPL-QC.

I reignited my flame of passion for working in Pepper Lunch, now at a higher intensity. Now I'm getting stuck more and more in the freaking Kitchen, for god's sake. :-) It's a happy note, not to confuse you peeps. Work is an eriching experience for me. I love how clean I keep my kitchen during closing. Hehehe. I'm thankful that I have this kind of clean-freak in me. Now my pay raised to $5.50 per hour already. Though small, I appreciate it.

Also, I have a fair share of experience achieved by working at Popular Book Fair event at EXPO. Loved my HODs. They are fun people. Sy and Jacq. I'll never forget them as well. Found out from Jacq that I am surprisingly strong when I appear to be the weakest. Especially when I do pallet packing. Hehehe. That one I have to admit. Don't ever underestimate skinny power. Well, she even said I have good performance. Well, one thing that I'm sure is that I probably won't go back to this line, especially with this kind of stale pay rate and gazillion number of rules and regulations. Hah.

I FINALLY SPLURGED AFTER WHAT SEEMED LIKE AN AEON!!!
I bought my bag. Though its not the Oh-branded-goods-glitter-in-front-of-my-eyes bag, I believe I'll love it as much as those who need one such bag. ;-)

Looking forward to my new specs, and new hair colour. Oh, and new shoes, even!!!

OMG, I forgot about my plans for a new wardrobe.

Short and Sweet

2010-10-06T09:45:00.000-07:00

This is just gonna be a short and sweet post, just like the title.

I hope that I would spend the rest of my holidays either working or shopping for my necessities. And to get more money to spend for myself. I really need newer clothes and apparels. I get so sick and tired of wearing the same stuff over and over again. I admit that I have a limited wardrobe. I NEED IT TO EXPAND!!! I think I should just get varying degrees of designs, and as well as colour, shading and variety. I hope it can maximize my idea of the expenditure I am gonna use.

Had a nice reunion with my F&N colleagues, as well as the new member, Germaine. Hahaha, such a funny girl. I guess those who were at Startbucks were truly the ones who knew whatever was going on, including dear Germaine. LOL. I am starting to get really attached to this group.

On the other hand, there's so much happenings in this month as well.

1. A B'Day BBQ for Don Don and Jen Jen! Aweeesome. Gonna be the same like before, when we (HOG-PL) won the Best Promotional Dish Sales for all Outlets in Singapore. Heehee. I think of the Sumer Unagi Rice when it comes to the BBQ we had for the incentive!!! Hai~ That's when I started getting addicted to OH-KI-NAM-DOT-COM man... only exception is the change in the people attending it though. Nothing unusual, cause people change over time.

2. NYP friend's Gathering Chalet. Hmmmm, been keen on this for a loong time, but truly, I admit that the enthusiasm worn off quite some time ago now. Now I'm just in the OK-OK mode now liao. I hope it turns out good. And no more disappointments liao.

Last but not least, I hope my health gets back to full throttle soon. I have this unsettling feeling everytime my chest aches, even if if is just for a few moments. I am fearful! I now take no more chances with my health liao.

I am scared!

2010-09-30T23:32:00.000-07:00

I nearly freaked out over my own health.

I was already coughing since IDK when already. Then it got worse over time.

I believe it was because I worked, Being cashier, I talked to so much customers. Sometimes, I force a cough to clear my throat. You'll know if you work and talk to so much customers. The feeling that your voice gets muffled and tired, you just wanna stop speaking and talking, but you can't. So that's why I sometimes I cough so hardly, I didn't realise that it could hurt my throat. For trying to continue talking to the next customer in a loud-enough-voice. Arrgh.

A few days back, I found out that I coughed out a bloody piece of phlegm. Sure frightening to see it. My first time seeing bloody phlegm. I panicked, and then started thinking of the worst case scenarios. That's just me. furthermore, I have already been hospitalised because of Pneumothorax! I was't going to gamble with my life for another time. I let things go by for a few more days, but always, even though I do not cough out the bloody phlegm more than once a day, I was worried sick. The last straw was when I came back home form supper after work. I coughed once, and then from that cough, I had this keep-on-wanting-to-cough terrifying thing. I was scared of coughing out more bloody stuff!!! You cannot imagine the shock and fear I had. Cause of that amount of worry, I cried okay! But not for long. I just couldn't control those few drops of tears.

I saw the doctor the next day. I am so glad he said I was just exerting too much on my poor throat. So much that it bled.

WHEW!

2010-09-14T11:16:00.000-07:00

Seriously, life is hectic and busy when you really want it to be.

First, going back to Pepper Lunch was like I'm zooming back into work straight away. Lots to catch up on, including new menus, new grammage changes, SOPs and newer changes, put it simply. Nevertheless, work is work what. Luckily HOG PL has a decent group of friends. I'm lucky to be working at a place I can call my third home.

Secondly, it comes to the worst part of this month. Signing a 5 day contract to work at EXPO Popular Book fair was a complete disaster, thanks to imoto san. Stupid to start off with is that f***ing bimbotic motherf***er named Daisy. I'm using it as a general name here, so that she can't retort back. That biatch was immediately one of those people I condemn when I had the first few minutes knowing her briefly. Sometimes, some people just immediately diss you off, and you know you don't want to associate with these f***ers. Yep. She's one of them, and she happened to be one of the consultants that are supposed to help people find jobs. Sorry, biatch, I don't think I'm gonna talk with you for even 5 seconds. F*** off.
Popular fair: Work's tough! Stupid helluva list of regulations that disses nearly any teens off. What, we can't use our phones at all? Fucking stupid rule. And moreover, the person in charge of us wasn't exactly friendly as well. The only thing I liked about my job there was that I manage to get up early for work, and also meeting my 2 HODs; Cy and Jacquelynn. 2 very friendly, sociable fun people who shares our same teen ideas. Also got to know more people in NYP. Especially my sidekick-look-alike, Keith Yeo. What the crap, he sometimes thinks the same stuff as I am thinking. CREEPY uncanny effect.

Finally, I have no time to sit down and really slack for hours in front of the comp. At least not this period. It's work time. For those things I wanted to buy.

HI.

2010-08-18T09:18:00.000-07:00

My baby's still too complicated till now.

Blood's boiling. All because of the phone / transferring contacts / uploading media / music / album artwork. Again, the perfectionist inside of me takes over insidiously. Sometimes, I just wish I wasn't so fussy and precise.

Still fretting over the phone even after one exact bloody week. Hell man.

Gonna end this by this week. HAH.

MINI: PRO

2010-08-14T00:30:00.000-07:00

Yay. New phone.

Life never felt better than the time I actually got my phone in a cardboard shopping bag. Along with the Excitement contained within that rectangular package inside. Oh!

The week was also surprisingly smooth sailing and peaceful. I managed to get what I want (my X10 mini pro baby), work was okay without fail as usual. I love working at F&N right now. How I wish I could stay and work.

The sheer thought of having to go back schooling is dreadful. Especially when that insidious, insane hidden mega-stress machine lies awaiting for you every single day.

I seriously prefer work. Well, at least I don't need to face people whom I don't wish to. I pity my friends doing FYP right now. But thinking back, Everyone would have their fair share of good and bad bah. Only when it is happening.

Now just fetched sister to tuition. Now, I am surfing at MacDonalds. Yea, with a bunch of crispy fries and the ice-cold coke right beside it.

And, yes. I hate that 'old' woman. The woman who always disgusts me with her ever-fake-to-all-but-herself facade mask... I hope she knows that I AM talking about her. Tsktsktsk. Bye, for now.

HAPPY B'DAY SINGAPORE!

2010-08-09T01:40:00.000-07:00

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Alright, this effort was well worth it for my Singapore. Though pathetic. Hehe.

Don't bellittle Singapore. And don't think it it's small and thus being insignificant in those eyes.

In my eyes, Nothing beats this little red dot. NOTHING. Forever. However small it may be.

Thanks Karen, for those small help put into this big '45' !! My little sister is like, so amazing at times. Even better than me at scrutinizing the accuracy of the image.... Haha.

Anyway, now the important part:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! MAJULAH SINGAPURA!!!

2010-08-08T03:30:00.000-07:00

Seriously used up all my energy bar.

Now I seem to love sleep MORE than anything else.

Friday: Go out with imoto san, went spamming at Dhoby Ghaut (Plaza Sing) right after I went to HMV at 313@Somerset. I went there to preorder my favourite Wang Lee Hom's new album. Though not sure what album title, but I'm sure it's gotta do with '18' and 'Martial arts' thing. Now, I just hope I am gonna love that album by spending S$26.95 ...

* I realized I have not yet diminished my voracious appetite over these 10 years or so, in terms of my book-reading appetite. I am surprised, that when I was 1 week from purchasing 'The Lost Symbol' by Dan Brown, I had already reached 3/4 of the 650-odd pages or so. Given that I only had 2 hours to read everyday, I would say that I love reading as much as I love everything else. HAHA. Darn, it's such a great book. Although I have no idea how long it has been published since. :P

Saturday: Go out to bring Sister to tuition. Was damn angry with my sister for stealing my MP3-with-that-new-pair-of-earphones-from-Audio-Technica before I was even awake, but the anger never boiled long enough. Instead, it simmered and came to cool. Well, in the first place, I am only angry with her attitude, not herself. I guess it's like that. Though we did have an SMS war of sorts over the phone, I believe she's just the type where the swords fly out before she knew where it struck. Huh.

Anyway, this Saturday was kinda stragely made up. First I joined Sister to watch movie, apparently SALT initially. But then she has a tag-along friend, who surprisingly lived under the same block as I did. (*o*)!!! I asked imoto whether she felt like movie-ing today, and she did. So we met up in Bugis, and she and my sister bought earphones, apparently same model as me! Then we dinnered, and I gotta tell you, the Japanese cuisine in Food Junction is simply awesome. Espeicially the Salmon+Veg Miso soup. Served in a very retro looking pot with a handle over it, a word to describe: Fantastic. For a very economic price for Japanese food I think.

Then went to buy tickets, watched Last Airbender instead. Sadly, we missed the 3D version, due to lack of seats. But awesome movie though. I am definitely watching the rest of the instalments. HAHA!

MOODY.

2010-08-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

So far so good.

These few weeks have been pretty much a maelstrom. Everything to be done in such a short span of time. Celebrating friends' birthdays, buying what I need (or want), it's been tough. Serious.

I feel like I have so little time to get rest. And I mean ample, long periods of "forty winks"!!! I NEED IT. When will that ever happen? Hmmm. Life's supposed to be lack of this important element, no?

Okay, wasn't happy with the birthday celebrations going on these few months. But although I gotta admit there's a few moments of real fun and joy there. Sometimes I just feel so saddened and discouraged that I ask myself: "Why did I even come???". But then again, I don't really know if even bothering to come, or to come late was more jialat. I hate my habit of reaching late is bad enough already. Worse when people KEEPS REMINDING ME HOW LATE I AM. I really wished to shout back that I bothered, but I choose not to. To save that small bit of grace lor.

Okay. Stopping negativity soon. Just bear with it for now hehe.

Back to the start, those celebrations still didn't work out well bah. Just the usual dinner-then-go-home sort of thing liao. I wished for more fun, but in the end, it always didn't happen enough. What's up with everyone? Sian liao is it? Or what?! Really leh.

Anyway, working is fun still. Especially with the cheeky Rohaizah, and Ching. We three could never have much fun at work than this. With Hui Wen and Fana.

That's all I want to write right now.

Too busy.

And that fucktard strutting around in my house is still as ignorant as usual. Again, I wish you'd just fuck the hell out of my home for good. You're the house's parasite. I'm fucking calling the pest control for sure.

No TIME!

2010-07-21T07:24:00.000-07:00

Too busy to update even for now. Gonna just be words here right now. I'll find some time tomorrow for those photossss.

Cause of work, life has become a very busy bumblebee flying around the flowers for me. Busy collecting pollen and nectar. To busy even to just use Facebook for 2 hours straight, something I would confirmed have done it long time ago. Which, is good for curbing my slack, as well as that heavy addiction to Facebook, like my SISTER....

Now, It's eat, work, eat, sleep, catch bus, sleep, use for five minutes to maintain FB games, and the same stuff happens everyday, over and over.

I can just say that I need to be like this, or else, when I slow down / do not work at F&N anymore, I will detest the slack in me resurfacing again. HAHA!

Okay, off to put songs into my old MP3 again.

Still thinking about that phone! I must get it!!! MUST!!!!

Still bent on getting another pair of shoes!

Still thinking to get curling hairspray!

Still thinking about geting a new MP3!!!

Still thinking about that pair of frames!!

Still needing a new pair of slippers!!!

TOO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT. ENDING HERE!

2010-07-17T11:52:00.000-07:00

Saturday was well spent, period.

Splurged like mad, something I am phobic about. I have begun to fear for my wallet. I hope it's just a one-time big bang splurge. Anyway, more than half of the things I did / bought were like necessary (needs), so I'm not going to take it too heavily.

>New pair of shoes, from Lee Cooper. Got another ocloured shoelace to prep it up abit, so it dosen't look too boring. Aiming for another pair on next paycheck. Looks like I'm heading back to the old school days waering white sneaks for now =)
>Took passport photo.
>Bought Wonder Girls' Newest Single album, "2 Different Tears". Laughed at how nice the girls sounded in Chinese and English at the same time. XD
>Bought a temporary earphone, with that simply attractive Black Lego Brick design. Though I knew the sound quality was no good at all, I bought it anyway. Well, what elase can I say but "In the name of Fashion then!" ?
>Trimmed my very, very healthy crop (but unruly and rebellious waves) of hair till I looked neater at long last... I guess I'm always stuck with the 'secondary schoolboy look' that will be the most suitable look for me. Goodbye to long hair for now. Ahhh, now I can't wait to try using curling cream / thingys that could erm, accentuate my waves. Am hoping!

Spamming on a Saturday was surprisingly peaceful in the arcade (Star Factory). I mean, normally, people would forever be hogging to ALL the jubeat machines like mad. But today, after we left for awhile (and came back), they were surprisingly empty. Wakakaka, dream come true! OMG someone has already begun her GOLD level. Am I jealous or envious or what, pffft~ KOF was starting to get really sleepy for me. I could sleep while watching XY san play. LOL! Didn't know why though.

Something tempts me to go play Street Fighter IV. Don't know why, but it seemed damn fun, yet intimidating at the same time, and I MOST certainly don't wish my first try to become an utterly embarassing defeat. HAHA.

Super Sunday X-D

2010-07-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

Alright. Hasn't had a gathering since ages ago. Busy working mah. F&N really knows how to squeeze the most out of interns by flooding them daily with overwhelming amount of samples. But you know what? It's okay, CAUSE I GOT USED TO WORKING WITH IT LIAO! HAHAHA. LOL.

Doing viscosity tests is one of the most boring, time-consuming and worst job to do after a full stomach after lunch. Seriously, whoever tries meddling with it, shall realize that their eyes will not be spared. Down those eyelids pull, and before you know it, you've dozed off for a minute or more. Haha. And I've still got a whole basket of different gums to clear for now. Hohoho. Bring it on man!

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Been wanting to 'hack' at someone for a really long time, but I just don't know how to. I don't even know where to start, cause you've seriously too many 'facts' I could 'hack' at. I guess I'll just sum you up as disdainful, boast, awfully loudmouth, the many-people-including-your-friends-and-closest-besties-will-not-know-your-true-colours kind of person. That's quite enough on my blog now, is it? *_* Yucks, I better stop staining my blog yet again.

Sunday outing was fantastic. Been ages, as I repeat, that all 8 of us gathered for something to do together even if it as just only 3 hours long. Marina Barrage was great, first-time experience of kites swarming the clear skies, realizing that I've been cooped up in home for a very loooooooong time. I guess I should just go out more often, be it with or withour anyone to accompany. Particularly peaceful, calm and quiet places, with the feeling of having to do nothing. Ahhhh, just thinking about it makes me feel so dreamy liao. Better stop dreaming at this point, Got loads to write/ upload!

Summarize: Great Picnic, if only there were more time. HAHAHA.

The pictures will tell you what went on...

FUCK

2010-07-10T11:51:00.000-07:00

I nearly lost my intern paycheck.

FUCKING SCARY.

I could actually FORGET that it was still in the lab coat, and then go ahead and throw it into the laundry basket for the auntie to wash next working day. WTFH. And it was nicely tucked inside one of the pockets.

When I realized, I was already back from Pandan Loop at Clementi, at AMK already! I was even in front of the bank, waiting to deposit a check into the check box. Great.

I WAS LIKE: FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.

I immediately took a bus backtrack, all the way from AMK back to Clementi, thinking of all the worst case scenarios if I DID lose the dear baby. All the negative thoughts were luckily 'guarded' from my mentality, and I retraced my actions for the whole time after I got it from Finance. Well, it led to one suspicious point: the lab coat's pocket. They practiced washing everyone's lab coats after one working day, so everyone had to chuck their own one together with others in a laundry room. HOLY SHIT.

I reached there around 8.30pm. The lucky thing was, the paycheck was still in the pocket, nicely tucked, nestled in a lab coat that was buried under several dirty lab coats and pants. No one had apparently started washing the dirtied lab coats for the day!!!!!!!! Although it had a stench in the laundry room, I could swear I had a breath of relief when I saw the 420 bucks in front of me, escaped unscathed from other hands.

Now I can relax that I won't need to forego my Sony Ericsson Xperia X10 Mini; but with a Pro this time :-)

And these totally matching Hi-Fi headset with remote control, SE MH810, matches my to-get phone.

2010-07-06T10:36:00.000-07:00

Title says the gist of this post!

Matching right?!

Wonder how much they are though. Totally sets my heart on it.

Super slack for now

2010-07-04T08:21:00.000-07:00

The title sums things up.

So bored till that, after I sent my little devil for tuition at Hougang, I practically went walking alone in AMK, specifically AMK Hub.
Then I saw my ideal solution for 4 objects I wanted terribly.

1. Earphones; mine has already been spoilt, currently borrowing dear sister's.
2. Music Player; my current one is like, bought from when I was Secondary 3!!! ZOMG.
3. Camera; using camera from phone, 2.0 MP current pixel value.
4. Phone; current SE W810i, seriously needing a new phone.

Introducing the perfect solution for these 4 major problems that has been bugging my life since IDK how long already. With my attachment pay, I AM GETTING THIS BABY FOR SURE. WAIT FOR ME BABY!

4-IN-1 Perfect companion: SE XPERIA X10 MINI!!!!

Front View

Back View

Side View - It's a lil bit thick, but it's for ergonomic holding.

Colours available: Pearl White, Black, Lime Green and Red.
I'm definitely getting RED. It's no doubt my FAVOURITE COLOUR!

And boy, aren't these shoes totally cool? I mean, I would love my feet in them. Awesome. How I wish I could own them.

Fandom release: Beware...

2010-06-27T08:41:00.000-07:00

Been ages since I have visited MadgeTribe, my No. 1 Fan's fan blog. I think written by a person called Sylar. Well, his updates are quite interesting and accurate, be it the paparazzi side, or just everything about her concert's progress or the release of another much-awaited album I'm dying to get my hands on.

Macy's Material Girl: Madonna & her daughter Lourdes, are simply amazing. They Co-created this Macy's New extension. Of course, named after the Sweet Mummy; Material Girl. Beside is the new teaser advert for the going-to-launch-soon brand:

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And this freaking advertisement never fails to be seen when I take any BUS.

The face is enough to give people the wrong idea :)

It's practically like a ghost haunting my eyeballs EVERYWHERE.

Yikes~

On a completely random note, I found these nice biscuits delicious, so I took a shot of it before the whole packet ended up in my stomach. Heeeheee, and they're Singaporean branded, with that obvious shape there. And don't ever belittle what Khong Guan biscuits can give you~

TGIF

2010-06-24T07:48:00.001-07:00

Thank.

Goodness.

It's.

Friday.

Soon...

Goal for the weekends:

1. Sleep.

2. Sleep more.

3. Sleep more more.

And when is my home meals coming... damn... No difference living at my house, or a hotel. Cause it's barren in terms of the food and meals. So why should I even live there right? LOL.

But I'm not depressed at all hor. It's no big deal. Used to the feeling already. Pointless, really.

gawd. not feeling good.

2010-06-22T07:23:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness. i really need my sleep to be longer.

those heavy, pulsating headaches don't do my head good. been like that since after work today.

come home just to face a stranger that doesn't even greet me, and much less talk to me.

no dinner. nothing at all. she doesn't even inform me whether she cooked or not. lucky i bought beef soup with bean sprouts with rice. if not, i don't even get that well-deserved, hot meal for the day. its been like that since idk how long already. can't be bothered? that's why i don't really look forward to going home. no warmth from the delicious food once before. only stupid meals outside for 5 days straight, i'm gonna predict. the stupid mess irks me.

and then followed by another person that won't admit her fault, or either say sorry. cause she will always think others are in the wrong, and she is always maligned. what i want is just a simple sorry from you. can't do that? what the.

so really needing that nice, long, 12-hour sleep.

is it coming?

i hope i won't fall ill cause of this hectic, draining work everyday. shit...

Pray for Tuesday

2010-06-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

Tuesday is going to be a challenge sia.

26 FUCKING POWDER SAMPLES. This is considered an insane amount for 1 day, honestly. ITS ALL HAPPILY WAITING IN THAT IN-PROCESS CONTAINER.

I just hope I can do everything before 3 pm. Actually I think I can.
LOL! Just scaring myself. I know I can do it, even if it means having to stay a bit overtime. I don't mind, as long as I get that 0.75 SGD or 1.50 SGD and as long as my 'conscience' about that day's work is clear...

至少我的良心还过得去。

Teeheeeheeheeeheee!

Wasted... but still not a bad overall weekend.

2010-06-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

Yes. Title says it all.

Friday was spent solely at home after work. Claimed a miserable 0.75 SGD for 1/2 hour OT, then scuttled back home after a freaking 1 hour plus bus ride. Then dinner with mum, which was like, ages ago. Glad she ate with me, but she ordered plain porridge only! Like, asking me out to eat dinner with her and then ordered like, what the hell... plain porridge with only a plate of stewed peanuts? Yuh right. I ate till I couldn't walk. Heehee.

Saturday was looooooooooong. Cause I slept through Friday night, till like, 4pm? I think I clocked in at 14 hours of sleep man. Then that whole day I spent in my home, I kept feeling tired, aching all over like an old man, and kept wanting to sleep some more, I think I could have a fever. True enough, I had a slight one. When mum bought dinner home, I didn't even have the appetite to finish the Unagi+Katsu Don Bento. What I would normally devour in half an hour. I didn't touch most of the katsu, and I drained the whole miso soup into my stomach. Ate the rice, but then I stopped, cause I think if I ate anymore, I WOULD definitely puke. So I stopped eating altogether, lazed in front of TV. Began to feel groggy again, so mum told me to eat panadol. Popped in 2 tabs, and then headed to my cozy lair for a nap. Purposely didn't turn the fan towards me, so that I could sweat it out; that fever... miraculously, I was okay after 2-3 hours of sleep. Actually, I slept on lah. Till the next day. Whoa~ So much sleep to nurse me back to health. Looks like I could do with a sleep therapist to schedule my weekly sleeping clock-ins.

But Sunday was so good. It felt like nothing has happened. In fact, Sunday seemed like just a second ago, and I'm feeling so fresh and upbeat by the time I was awake. Wooohooo~

Missed and skipped the event held at Tampines ICA, cause was meeting with friend, and felt so guilty about it. Instead, we went to take 65; a bus ride I would never forget. We actually 'glued' ourselves to the seat for 1 1/2 hours! I am so sure, no, definite that we missed our stop. So we stopped, crossed road, took back to Lucky Plaza. Strolled to Plaza Sing, where we started spamming. Heeheehee. what a nice way to end this fast-passing week.

*Stares at burning wallet*
*Throws away burning wallet*
*Heartaches*

2010-06-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

Work was tiring today, surprisingly. At 3.00pm (15 minutes tea break), I can't believe when I slept for 30 minutes straight, without anyone noticing. Of course, Hui Wen IS sleeping as well during that time luh... so funny, if she didn't wake me up, I think I would sleep till 4pm. LOL!

I got so much samples today. But I managed to wrap up things pretty quickly. By 1.00pm, I'm done with analysis, and moving on to sensory testing. Basically comparing the samples with references (at least 1 month difference), you taste a bit of the 100ml dilution you made, and then throw away the rest. LOL, like, that fun to waste precious blue droplets? Why not a 50ml dilution lah. But it was fun. I am always filled with several flavours in my churning stomach...

IT gets more and more tiring every day. Well, at least when the week progresses. I managed to eat so much today (90% of 1 Glutinous Rice Dumpling + 1 plate rice with 3 dishes for lunch). How I wish I could eat like that everyday... Anyway, thanks for the dumpling, HW's Mummy... Although I feel so full after downing it, I enjoyed it haha.

I'm thinking of what to do tomorrow, after everything is done at work. Got like, less than 10 samples I am hoping??? LOL! Like, what the hell right? Thinking of things to do after finishing my part of work. Anyway, gotta catch my hundred winks soon. Get that sleep, boy!

*Sighes* - When will I stop worrying for my transport expenditures!

Time flies so quickly!

2010-06-13T02:44:00.000-07:00

Yep! I can't believe it's already the end of the week already. And tomorrow, I'm waking up at 5am again...

Kinda sick thinking that I have to wake up so early again. For these past 2 days, I slept to my fullest. Saturday was the most astonishing, clocking in at a 14 hour sleep. That's 'amazing'.

And then there was the stupid internet connection. Which screwed up till now, and which left most of my FB games either burnt / spoilt dishes / cakes / pies, or simply stagnated statuses in certain games.

I am really curious how everyone's coping with the switch between FYP and IAP. Well, for most of us lah. I can't believe Yi Ting and Shi Hui got the sae chocolate project that I got. ^^

Life sure is unpredictable. I am already missing Nabilah, Fizah, Kai Ling, Wan Wen, Bi Xue, Jasmine already... I hope every single one of the is enjoying IAP / FYP to the fullest. Can't wait till August, where this whole eventful 6 months end, and we go to school as one class again. -.-~

Oh, by the way, I have this feeling that cosplay is going to turn out simply disappointing. Cause I don't have that much of an excitement now, and I am quite broke to even buy anything to prepare for Aizen. Top that up with um, IAP, and I don't find enough time for walk and practice... *Sighes*

I want tomorrow to be a breezy one at F&N. Can't wait for 5.30pm now. HAHA.

2010-06-09T10:29:00.000-07:00

Damn. Another seemingly exactly identical day has just passed. Except that I think I am getting used to life being an early person, rushing to the bus stop to catch one of the first buses arriving, and then sit for 1 hour with my jacket on till I reach somewhere near workplace. By the way, I'm attached to F&N Interflavine at Pandan Loop, for your information. That will explain why I wake up at 5am everyday, then reach Clementi Bus Interchange at 7am.

Upon reaching the interchange, Time seems to halt for awhile. The few minutes seem even the more quieter, slower and serene (althoug I still see some people chase after buses in front of me). A completely different type of feeling while from home till the bus ride. I guess that's because there is the part of being relieved that its not late.

Basically, work is boring. I only get to be doing either liquid samples for QC, or powder samples. That's simple, you think? Nope. Tough luck. It's tedious and monotonous always doing the same actions everytime; sort out samples in terms of dates, find reports, fill in reports, perform chemical and physical analysis on EACH type. So I end up doing the tests, then putting detergent-filled beakers in baskets, then off to do another sample, then this cycle repeats. For analysis, Liquids are more troublesome. For powders, I do moisture analysis, pH and sensory evaluation. Nothing too much, but it does. I hope liquids don't find me a nuisance.

2010-06-05T09:44:00.000-07:00

I'm so irritated today. All this started when I gone home. Initially, it's going so smoothly, and I felt like finally I could relax and then start a peaceful pace. But no, it didn't.

Once everyone came back, it seems like I had a target reticle on top of my head, and everyone was shooting at me. I don't get it. It's just so unfair. I really feel like my friends, at the moment, are the best bunch of people right now... I hate it, and I am not even being concerned. Life feels really bitter right now. Hope this passes on. It's not my fault.

2010-06-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

I never loved freedom more than this.

In a single day, in a few hours, I pieced together the worst report of my life. 44 Fucking pages for goodness'sake. Well, Meaning that I hate it to be so lackluster.... I was happy at 4.50pm, going down printing shop, printing my stuff, facing a very friendly worker at SIDM Block. I never felt more stranger than this, cause from morning, I never really slacked down to enjoy this beautiful day. Presentation was alright, even if I have not yet prepared any fucking speech or less say rehearse... It was smooth, but I think one of them asked a tad too much Q's... She's trying to relate The moon with the hairs in your nostrils, believe it or not. Huh! I love my poster, and I will always remember you!

Now I am. At 5pm, I am breathing so lightly, I am scared I might float all the way to the hemisphere... HAHA~
It is really very nice if I could slow down my pace of life, stop chasing after every deadline, every mundane and heavy burdens, and then just relax wherever you go. Now I am going to release my stress that was built up for 3 months of ...

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Okay, I was practically 'Slanging' my fingers all over the keyboard to express how I feel like. So! I have to start the next week, or rather the next 3 months in waking up at 5.30am, get to the bus stop at 6.00am, take a 1 hour bus down to Clementi Bus Interchange, and then take another bus 285 to reach F&N Interflavine. Not just that, we have to go through so much doors just to reach that seemingly tiny lab in that big plant. Hahaha. Gonna enjoy myself while I can NOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-05-30T01:49:00.000-07:00

Finally, after what seemed like eons, I finally splurged.

Actually, not much to be truthful. Took me ages before I settled on the two very important albums to buy. Madonna's Revolver (Remixes) Album, and GaGa's "Lady GaGa: Remixes" album. Super cool remixes, and at a seupr value price. Too irresistible to resist, but that only occurred to me after spending a good 45 minutes in HMV @ 313... 'Choice Disorder' in progress I guess.... Spent 25.90 SGD, to get those 2 'babies'... Maybe because they're remixes, that's why they appeal to me as such a steal. I even got a FREE GaGa's Poster upon payment. How cool is that~

Ahem, someone is even more befitting the term 'splurger'. Like as if spending 73.00 SGD (10.00 SGD Deposit for shipment from Japan) on a single Abingdon Boys School CD wasn't enough. And STILL has another newer, fresher receipt for 48.55 SGD. On SCANDAL's Album, ベスト★スキャンダル, and NIGHTMARE, The World Ruler. How splurging is it to be spending 121.55 SGD in a SINGLE WEEK on CDs...?

Anyway, cosplay screening is more scarier with Danny around. Quite nervous on my first walk in front of people, since it's been ages since I performed to huge crowds. They had no comments whatsoever, and I have this feeling that I sucked at my first attempt. EVen I feel that way man. Cause something about being hesitant (before I change poses) made me worse. Worse off, I have NOT YET completed gathering my barang barang cosplay costumes / weapons / props / wigs. WHAT THE HELL.
Ever the more stricter, and he commented that BLEACH cosplayers MIGHT need to think of another cosplay in mind. The 'MIGHT' somehow sounded more like a 'MUST' to me. Whatever, I don't care. Still Aizen-ing for Cosplay Arts Festival...

In summary, I feel better splurging after what seemed like ages. Huh. Welcome to my stack of proud, proud fandom,

40/100

2010-05-24T03:39:00.000-07:00

Okay. Officially finished with 40% of FYP. It's starting to get so tiring everyday, going to school, doing minimal amount of work within 8 hours. It feels as though we are supposed to rot within that 8 hours. Hell yeah~

Then when it comes to last week, I'm both glad and disappointed. Glad that my weekend was arriveing, and disappointed that I wasted one out of 2 free days for nothing in school.

Friday was the bummer, when I thought I could practice (FOR THE FIRST TIME) cosplay walk. Turned out I was left emo-ing. What the... if you want to do that kind of things, please at least tell me beforehand, so that I can don't need to interrupt your sweet times. Why drag me down by leaving me alone doing nothing I felt like doing?

Anyway, to make up for that was Saturday. One helluva eventfully packed day. All the way from 12 noon till 10 in the night. Well, was hanging out with my TXY-imoto desu. To sum things up, I didn't have time / courage to do even a short cosplay walk, and I was awed by TXY when she did hers. Totally captivating, but one thing was she's too pitiful to look at. I mean how she strains herself unnaturally. Then was Brunch @ Plaza Sing, Lvl. 4 Food Court. My deal was fish soup, and hers was, I guess, fish soup as well. She didn't finish the last piece of fish, which she offered to me. Then we went to spam, spammed KOF, both did equally well as usual. But the only thing was the fact that we didn't play for a long time already, thus our fingers / palms were strained terribly. For no obvious reason. Well, jubeat seems a bit impossible, but we managed to pull i toff with few scowls from TXY~~~ Oh, what else but the usual, about how insane my selected songd were. LOL.
Then we went dinnering at Mos Burger, which she kindly paid for me first. It was at there, that e started talking about cosplay, and THEN REALIZE THAT WE BOUGHT SHORT-SLEEVED CAPTAIN HAORI WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE LONG SLEEVED HAORI FOR AIZEN SAMA~~~ HELP ME!!!!! Now, our only option is to let XY's Momma see whether see can fix (which later she confirmed is okay, no big deal~) or else buy another one, or else do shinigami version. T-T How careless can two very otaku-ed bleach fangirls and one very insanely fanboy of Aizen sama NOT KNOW IT?!

We went 313@Somerset, and walked to HMV, where the insane fangirl rushes to the Jap-Pop section, grabbing 2 CDs: Scandal Dolls and *blanks out*. Apparently, they had no more ABS album stocks, so she ordered it from Japan for 7 dollars cheaper. WTF???
Anyway, we had desserts @ The Heeren, B1. Mango Snow Ice and Black Sesame paste. Shared it as usual, and then talked so much crap. That's how I spent a meaningful Saturday.

Work on Sunday was pretty much the same, for I thought I was going to be super late, when it's just 11 minutes later. *Whew* I feel happier that day at work. At least Mashi-san was there, with Jen Yin Thet, and Jennifer, and Mabel, and Mean Shan, and Hwee Leng. All made my day. Apparently a day at work that was filled with jokes, talks, crap, and load more fun stuff.

When I came back on Monday (Today), I somehow felt stressed still. Poster still not done yet, and then the brain is still suffering from a sort of mental block or retardation. I managed to chiong finish the poster, hand it up, when Hui Wen returned me the CD and mentioned that we hand it with Kai Ling on Thursday. WTFBLOL~~~ SERIOUSLY?! What the hell.

Never mind, I'm gonna finish HPLC analysis and put it into my poster now, that I have more time. XD

What should I do.

2010-05-17T20:02:00.000-07:00

See the title. You would know what I'm thinking of right now. Haha~

I am in a great dilemma... all because of my FYP... I am guessing that my next week is the climax of the stress levels, panic and all things else. Lucky this week I can settle the poster already. BUT, then again, I am still not done for sensory tests. OMFG why does she bother about so much for a simple-enough-to-understand sensory test? Okay, I can take the part about everything being random, but still, I feel that she's kinda ... ... ... overly detailed and LBL kind of person. I can't believe there is anyone (except parents) that can tolerate her kind of behaviour... just look at the below scenario, you'll know how I feel.

"Why you blahblahblah, then how about if blahblahblah, and what if this blahblahblah thing happen? I am very blahblahblah about this, and you can't expect so much blahblahblah! You need to consider blahblahblah, and then there is still the blahblahblah side to settle before you can blahblahblah."

Sombody PLEASE TAPE HER MOUTH, or at least just rip it off for me. XD

X-Fi 2!

2010-05-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

I'm working in 2 hours' time. How reluctant I feel right now... but when I think about the income coming into my bank, I can't seem to stop working... I guess I feel better with more money in my bank, which in turn gets spent off.

Anyway, I am sad that I missed the Marwin farewell party. Saw Jen's Uploads, and was sure they had a fantastic night out... oooh. Anyway, if you happen to visit my blog Marwin, I guess I'll tell you here that I'll also miss your moments arguing / joking with Jennifer, Shi Yun and Mabel. Haha. Best regards then, I'm wishing you right here!

Anyway, I think by the time I get my first paycheck in July, I'll most probably splurge half of it on this:

Cause this is one of the good brands and technology at an affordable price for me right now. The Zen X-Fidelity 2 MP4 Player is superb.

Sorry, but feels like advertising for it:

X-Fi = Xtreme Fidelity. A technology that reproduces audio back in the recording studio, without lost audio and post-processing damages. In short, the mechanism / chip reworks your songs to what artistes wants us to hear. Splendid.

SGD 199.00 for Internal memory of 8GB, and priced at SGD 249.00 for double that, which is 16GB. Should I pay 50 more bucks for double the memory capacity? I'm tempted! But no mater what, this time, I'M SET ON BUYING IT. Take it as I'm buying to pamper myself, and to reward for being so frugal on my wants for such a long time. Talking about wants, I'm satill far from being satisfied. Still got a ton of clothings and things like hats, belts and shoes to buy. Yeah, I'm insecure in material sense. Can't believe so many people out there are furnished and dressed and living way off better than me right now. Thinking about that makes me feel sucky... Not to say about a handphone, but I'm reserving that until my NS days are over.

Time to trash that Sony MP3 back into my belongings box. XD I must constantly remind myself of this...

Oh my gosh...

2010-05-10T01:06:00.000-07:00

FYP is starting to creep past my security level, at an alarming speed. I am starting to feel worried about when it nears me everyday.

I try to force myself to find all the things and information I need (and trust me, it's accumulated to a MOUNTAIN HEAP) while I am in the FYP Lab from 9.00 a.m. to 5.00 p.m. I think I pumped all my energy into FB rather than my FYP. This is seriously getting into a sticky, f***ed up situation. I hope I don't actually worsen it. Damn.

It's already week 9, for f***'s sake. 9 out of 12 weeks gone, with as much as only 45% done for my FYP. Yet I am still waiting for my HPLC analysis of the chocolates I experimented. The only reassuring word to add here is that my FYP only requires to hit a best formulation, evaluate for antioxidant content (viable), and then find tons of research on related subjects. That's pretty much the gist of my FYP, to tell you the truth. But it's not easy at the same time. cause you never know what they are gonna expect!

I am praying every inch to wish myself well for FYP. HAHAHA.

Okay, I'm not forgetting that I need to finish my cosplay as Aizen sama, but well, I'm leaving it to fate, whether I'm fated to cosplay as him.

HAHAHA. See if money and chance really go along with my desires. Hmmmm.

1 + 2 = 3!

2010-05-05T01:28:00.000-07:00

I have a lot to upload. Hahaha, especially the photos of 3 very important occasions. Let me just speed through what happened during the previous week.

About FYP
It was still a very fruitless week for my FYP. Developing functional chocolates is not as easy as it sounds like making normal chocolates. But despite that, I was 'shot' dead in front of a lift before, and I have awakened thanks to 'her'. So now, as far as up till today, I have made several prototypes, as 'she' expected me to do.

Although the pictures look nevertheless wonderfully chocolate, it's more than just that allure of appearance... (=3=)
Initial trial chocolate tasted quite okay, despite what seemed like 6.0g of green tea polyphenol being added into the chocolate mix. It was the second trial that maybe killed most of my classmates' tastebuds. There was this damn, damn, damn weird aftertaste that does not match the chocolates at all. I regrettedadding in nearly 8.0g of green tea polyphenol at that point in time. That lingering, unearthly aftertaste is definitely not matching with chocolate. OMG, how to salvage it? Third trial was less severe than the second, as I added only around 3.5g green tea polyphenol. Still, I can't forget that 'disaster' till now :P
I'm hoping for a brighter week ahead of me. I'm aiming to finish all the trials and development by at least next week, if not this week if things are going to be THAT smoothly. I'm determined to finalize a final concentration by this week, then do duplicates.

Sadly speaking, my FYP supervisor is leaving soon. :( What a pity. Ms. Lim (Deborah) was such a nice, attentive and good teacher. We are like, hitting it off as good friends la. She said she was kinda sick and tired of Food Science. (=,=) She said she wants to try out a new area: Finance. F***. I kinda already dislike the word already. Then she was like, although she creeps me out by her stares / expressions / look, she never fails to be that friendly and communicable. Sad! I will be missing a good lecturer soon. Oh goodness.

Well, talking about this issue, my class personal mentor, Ms. Marlene, is also going as the same date with Ms. Lim. Hell yeah. So not just missing one, but two of the greatest, frienliest and best lecturers in N5.

About the rest...
I have loads here to upload. 3 parts, all very, very meaningful and exciting to be read.

23rd April Dinner Outing
I was anticipating this one, and I think Kai Ling also thinks likewise , right? It was still alright, despite the 'event' that happened at ASTONS ^^
We met up at Suntec, finally saw Bi Xue. She's the ONLY earliest of the 3 persons coming from IAP. We found ASTONS, to our relief...
BUT there was one more problem: Some of our friends have yet to turn up. We were already queuing, and ASTONS has this inflexible rule of getting your tables according to how many people were queuing at that time. We were already at the frontline, so no choice, must abandon ship for now. we were stressed out, thus we got the tables for those here first. Imagine la, the number of people waiting behind of us, yet we are stalling unintentionally. But oh well, we managed to settle it for now. We had no freaking idea that Wan Wen was not eating with us!!! OMFG at that time most of our faces were like >:O
Jasmine the most stressed one out of us. Like as usual! We ordered, and ate. We ordered YT's food, but she hasn't arrived yet. So sad, she ate cold pasta and cold mushroom soup. I must admit that ASTONS knows how to fill up your stomach... ... with the disadvantage of the point of sick & tired of the rest of your meal. I should have not ordered so much, but well, first time experience. Can't be blamed right?
We got our presents with slight surprise. I told you guys I was anticipating liao... HAHAHA!

KIKI: I think it was a VERY pink optical mouse w/ HELLO KITTY prints on it. XD
ME: I got a very expensive, nice looking wallet that I liked, and wanted to buy from the last outing (X'Mas). I had no idea they remembered so well ^^ Oh I was speechless when I first unwrapped my present. Very... ... emotional at that time. Maybe you guys thought I was not appreciative at all at that time, but I tell you, I WAS TOO TOUCHED. Haha. I promise you guys / girls I will only use it when Semester 2 starts. :)

After that event, we sort of like, roamed the place till we were tired, and went home. Well, most of us. But only me and Wan Wen felt like going to play arcade at that time, so we walked there. Luckily she remembered her way, or else I think I will hammer her head till she equally tall as me :P
We FINALLY REACHED BUGIS. We headed for arcade, played basketball, and I am surprised our total score (team up) was 500+ lor!!! In your face, Jasmine. Eh, my personal score is 300+ okay, not bad for first time. After that we went home.

NA-PHY-ZAH (2) @ Plaza Sing
For the second time, we met up, like that last time, with only the three of us, who had same views. Little shrek was like, missing Fizah for a while now, and she got her wish of meeting up via my belated B'Day celebration. We ate at Pastamania in the end, because we saw how long the queue would be. We ordered a main dish, as well as a pizza to share amongst the three of us. seriously, It's pure insane fun everytime Fizah and I teased and degraded little shrek. Wuahahaha~ Still thinking about those insame moments :D
Dinnering while chatting is sure a fun way to kill time and hunger. I was stuffed full of food and laughter, and also satisfaction. Something I had not done for a week already (F*** FYP)
They said they would get me a $20 buck B'Day present, but only at the end of the trip did I see my eyes on Ayumi's Rock 'n' Roll Circus Album, glistening in front of my eyes @ $21.95. They even got a free HQ acrylic poster at the counter. I am impressed. Am gonna dedicate to Ayumi sooner or later, for being so thoughtful. Or is it her manager, that planned it... I seriously have no clue?
We took photos finally, in the middle of the entrance of Takashimaya. With our proud merchandise.

FIZAH: Lee Min Ho Posters XD
NABILAH: T.O.P Posters
ME: Ayumi Hamasaki 11th Studio album: Rock 'n' ROll Circus

After that, we were just about to head home, when this fashion festival ended. It was directly in front of us, hidden in a LARGE, white tent I suppose. As we walked past the entrance to this hidden festival, we saw loads of people streaming out of it. All dressed up in black trench coats, black cocktail dresses, beautiful, elegant black numbers, high end bling, black branded suits, fashionable, sleek formal hairstyles, hats, high end bags, and most significantly, the face that they wore. The face that was so different from the others walking down Orchard road. That air of exuding class and elegance. I felt it, and I kept "OMG-ing" till Fizah was annoyed at my reaction. I felt envious, that was definite. Envious at their ability to catch my attention totally. They were not doing anything obvious, but their outfits, behaviours and faces just diffused CLASS. To the extent that Fizah commented: "I seriously feel **** when they walked out suddenly. Like we're some cheapskates." I have to agree. Oh well, it sucks to be poor.

That said, and then we went home. Sadly, the 4 hours of fun ended. But I will look forward to the next, you bet.

Cathy's + Thinesh's + Havinesh's B'Day Mass Celebration
It was my first time going to Cathy's B'Day Mass celebration. It was memorably like the X'Mas party I attended during 2009. So similar, and enjoyably fun. It started with my mis-prediction of thinking I had work. When I didn't have. LOL. Then I went down to Cathy's House just in time to see her cooking her wonderfully delicious chicken wings + deep fried milkfish. Even the monks will be tantalized by the delicious aroma.
We started singing a bit of Karaoke, reminiscing the days of old-time classics. Then as night came nearer, Don came, followed by Cathy's fellow friends. We started having early dinner, delicious... I particularly love the sweet glutinous rice dessert. So my type of labelled "NICE".

After that, most of the PL staff all started filling the room. Those who weren't working till closing came earlier. Then followed by the cakes. 2 cakes,

The first one to arrive was the giant chocolate encrusted cake, with a gigantic chocolate tile with the names of the birthday stars of the night. Really cool, first time I've seen such a big and funky nameplate. I am instantly reminded of "tempering chocolate"... Anyway, the plate really got Jian Hao, Don and me interested. The cake was then wrapped (directly underneath the chocolate coat) with a layer of fondant-like caramelized coating made of sugar and butter. Mmmmmm~ Sugoi desuka, ne? I love the combo of the Ultra sweet chocolate + sugar layer, with the milder, blander taste of the chocolate cake. Nicest cake of the day. 4.5 out of 5 stars for the rating. Heeeheeee!

The second one was deceiving by looks. A deliciously seductive yellow layer of thinly sliced mango wrapping the cake, with a generous amount of fruits (strawberry etc) that is seemingly glazed from head to toe. Now, is that a layer of agar jelly that is there? I don't really know. Nice, shiny, glossy cake that ... ... ... wasn't as good as it tastes like. The second I put a piece of the cake into my mouth, I was repulsing the cake gradually. In a single mouth, the sensation was like I was eating a very, very pungent cake, almost similar to the taste of vomit. All in a small mouthful, and in a few minutes was all it takes for me to be completely repulsed by Jian Hao's creations. I think he mentioned that he put too much gelatin into the cake, thus the resulting odor persisting inside every inch of the if not perfect mango fruit cake. So I finished only the Chocolate cake. :p Don't kill me for saying this out Jian Hao... ... HAHAHA~

This cake-ing was then followed by the black-jack session. Bankers changed depending on their limit. Poor Cathy... she lost so much on her first time being banker. All because of Guan Ming la, that lucky + unlucky guy. Ban-Ban on his first game, already won $6.00, yet still wants to have a bigger appetite, by splitting his deck. He earned another $6.00 for his successful split decks lor. OMG We were like damn shocked. Later that day, Cathy made a comeback, when Guan Ming's turn to be the banker. LOL He lost like, every penny in the wallet. Except his cards la... For me, I lost all the coins (around $2.00++) in my wallet; my $2.00 note flew out, flew in, flew out, and then finally back into the wallet. FUNNY!

I remember the early sleepers were Don, Anna and Mabel, cause they have work the next day. And also, Shi Yun and her beau and Jennifer and Elleen and the aunties went home early, cause I think they too have work.

A night spent at Cathy's home was not good with air con. I think I am not used to air conditioning as much as the others do. I was tossing and turning frequently, did not sleep peacefully. Anyway, We left at 1pm, nearly 8 hours of sleep for me. Went for Brunching at Hougang Mall, Kopitiam @ level 4. Herbal chicken the first thing in the day is simply awesome. Thanks to Jen lor. I slurped down hearty chunks of tenderly broiled chicken meat. Sipping and sluroing down warm and hot chicken infused herbal soup. NICE~

I saw some edgy gadgets along the way down. Some of them are the MIX STYLE headphones. The earphones ones @ $9.90 was uber cool. Like M&M's imprinted with a star on it. I bet It would catch loads of attention. The Headphones were @ $25.90. Hmmmm, I'd still go for the earphones. Not because it's cheaper, but because it's more compact. I also saw things like lego brick designs, as well as just designs on the piece of plastic on the earphone. Now, am I seeing imposter brands, or are they just at that price. I'm just trying my best to convince myself *must buy*
But oh, GaGa's Heartbeats are equally rocking my heart. especially what people have been reviewing about the audiophilic quality. I hope I can try them out before I actually hope of buying them. Dr. Dre's collection of expensive speakers has finally moved me to try them out.
Ten there was this cool optical mouse shaped like a nearly circular pebble. It was said to have lights flashing at the scroller thingy. The best part is that the main effect of buying and using it is reducing palm stress, by just using your fingers to glide your mouse. Cool and ergonomic, as I say. Then I saw these cool, GaGa like speakers, featuring innovation that allows pictures and photos to be placed inside the plastic area. OMFG, this is beginning to feel insanely materialistic. How am I gonna get that load of money...

BUT I WON'T forget that I am cosplaying. NEVER.

In the Name of Love~

2010-04-27T01:51:00.000-07:00

Oh, I saw this interesting thing from my dear Vera-chan's blog, and I decided to give ita shot :P It kinda looked more fun than FB quizzes~

Instructions:
1.Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on 'Shuffle'.
2. For each question, press the 'Next' button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

So here it goes ^^

Q1. If someone says "Is this okay?" you would say ...
>>"LOLLIPOP" by 2NE1 Feat. BIG BANG
>>I think it means 'sweet', or in even more layman's term, 'Okay'. XD

Q2. What do you want in a guy / girl?
>>"Nobody (Rainstone Remix)" by Wonder Girls
>> This is like ... ... ... I think I just want 'her'. You know, 'Nobody, nobody but her'?

Q3. How do you feel today?
>>"Spanish Lesson (Sticky & Sweet Tour)" by Madonna
>> I guess, or feel very upbeat. Just like the edgy baseline of this song ^^ Naughty yet serious~ Senorita~~~ Very expressive maybe?

Q4. What is your life's purpose?
>> "Trust your Voice" by Nakashima Mika (中島美嘉)
>> Needless to say, I think this would refer to me in doing whatever my voice (myself) tells me to do. It's very true. Who doesn't assure themselves with their 'voice' when they are making a decision? I trust my voice! I trust my choice in a purpose in life.

Q5. What is your motto?
>> "Next Level" by Hamasaki Ayumi (浜崎歩)
>> True. Serious! I always want the 'next level' of a certain stuff after trying and completing it. I guess I always want to get to the next level?

Q6. What do your friends think of you?
>> "Intro: The Sweet Machine (Sticky & Sweet Tour)" by Madonna
>> *WAHAHAHA* I guess that says it all... No la. They think I'm a sweet machine? That dishes out nice candy? What the~ Maybe it means they find me sweet and good as a friend. Yeah! But the baseline of this song is a bit weird, and at the same time mysterious yet attracts you to go into the heart of the Sweet Machine. Maybe . . .

Q7. What do you think of your parents?
>> "Lies" by BIG BANG
>> Okay! Yes. They always make empty promises to me, end up I find them always to be lying rather than promising me. So sad hor! But the baseline matches the title. They love me, but they still lie to me sia. I don't get why though... Maybe I feel sad for them as well. They have tough lives.

Q8. What do you think about very often?
>> "Vogue 2008 (Sticky & Sweet Tour)" by Madonna
>> *Ahem* TRUE. Vogue... relates to fashion. Yea, I think and mind about my looks very often. They are the sources of my constant worries, besides money and school. Kinda narcissistic, damn. But I am not ashamed of being one *bleah* XD And I was just trying to think about a song for 'looks' at that moment of time (in my MP3)!

Q9. What is 2 + 2 equals to?
>> "Ride On" by Touhoushinki (東方神起)
>> I don't know how to relate this one; It's a groovy, sexy and edgy baseline of a song, and the lyrics definitely suggest somehing close to ... ... sexual temptations... "baby, squeeze me", "you drive me crazy tonight" >.< Oh gosh~

Q10. What do you think of your best friends?
>> "Together" by Touhoushinki (東方神起)
>> Simple right? Heartwarming and very *booms* baseline. My best friends will always stick together with me, like a good, good family! I don't know how many, but definitely there is. I'm glad! Let's get groovy!!!

Q11. What do you think of the person you like?
>> "声をきがせて / Let me hear your Voice" by BIG BANG
>> Hmmmm! Her voice??? Huahuahua~ I think that's what I think of her only???

Q12. What is your Life story?
>> "Nobody (Live)" by Wonder Girls
>> Seriously, I have no freaking idea. It's like, I need my other half, to complete my life story? I think so huh~

Q13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
>> "Say a lil Something" by Jam Hsiao (蕭敬騰)
>> Wooo~ I do want to be like him in form of a singer. He's damn awesome, with that powerhouse helluva vocals. It's enough to melt any girl, like how I wished to be. :S

Q14. What do you think when you see the person you like?
>> "Devil wouldn't Recognize You (Sticky & Sweet Tour)" by Madonna
>> Her "eyes", are "full of surprises that could not predict my fate~". I am "waiting underneath the stars". "The angels they surround my heart, telling me to let you go" ! Something like, "She won't be able to hide herself from me / vice versa in terms of relationship" She tried hiding from me. Kinda blues, with all that piano going on.

Q15. What do your parents think of you?
>> "LIFE" by Nakashima Mika (中島美嘉)
>> Something about being full of life force, spirit, knowledge, and lastly, the future ahead of me. Is it like, linked? Huh huh huh I tried my best.

Q16. What will you dance to at you wedding?
>> "Celebration" by Madonna
>> Woohooooooooooo~ F**king awesome I shall remember this day till my wedding day. HAH! Beware, 老婆！But its about celebrating, right??? Yeah!!!!

Q17. What is your hobby / interest?
>> "Bad Romance" by Lady GaGa
>> XD XD XD DEFINITELY not dating GaGa!!!! What the hell~ But I have no romance yet. So I think the only possible meaning is watching GaGa's MTVs and Live footage... ^^

Q18. What would they play at your funeral?
>> "Borderline" by Madonna
>> Huh! Yea that's right. My most worshiped idol, how can be absent at that time? MUST PLAY! Something about pushing my love over the borderline, something like that.

Q19. What do you think of your friends?
>> "GOD DIVA" by ALI PROJECT
>> Simple. Royalty, luxuries, riches, all the wants, handphones, the pretences (not all, definitely), the parades they perform in front of me. Gawd they are like so blessed with so many good things they themselves do not seem to know how to put to good use, or rather splurge and indulge and take it all for granted.

Q20. What is the worst thing that could happen?
>> "Gara Gara Go!! (ガラガラGO!!)" by BIG BANG
>> I think it's the name of the band this time. That's gonna be bad if it did happen again. Some kind of catastrophe...

Q21. How will you die?
>> "Revolver" by Madonna
>> WHAT THE FUCK I'm gonna haunt the killer till he's also shot to death. Nevertheless, This IS funny. So creepy when I think how I will feel when being shot... hmmmm~

Q22. What is one thing you regret?
>> "Get together (Confessions Tour)" by Madonna
>> Feels very emo~ But I think is getting back together with someone? I don't know who :P

Q23. What makes you laugh?
>> "Used To" by Daughtry
>> I don't know if there's any link here... but if I'm not wrong, thinking back of those precious memories (non-funny and funny ones) would. Because we 'used to' do it / laugh it like that! Yea! XD I still remember so much unglam and insane stuff I did together with my siblings last time when we were young and as a bunch.

Q24. What makes you cry?
>> "Diamond Candy (钻石糖)" by Elva Hsiao (萧亚轩)
>> Very futuristic and edgy baseline in this song. But the underlying meaning is the love of relationship. Maybe I'm gonna cry silently when I ever encounter breakups. But for now, I think it's the TV that makes me cry when it comes to love. X)

Q25. Will you ever get married?
>> "The Sun after washed by Spring Rain (春雨洗過的太陽)" by Wang Lee Hom (王力宏)
>> I guess the soothing baseline and meaning of after a breakup... is that there is still a very nice sky after the spring rain. So I might, but its gonna come later, when all the other obstacles are overcome (if I ever have any breakups). Nice rainbow after the rain!!!

Q26. What scares you the most?
>> "Candy Shop (Sticky & Sweet Tour)" by Madonna
>> HELL NO I LOVE IT ON THE CONTRARY PLEASE! But about it .... maybe when listening to the baseline, it brings the sexiness and temptation that I am afraid of. Cause I am still just a young boy going on to 19. Definitely scares of those temptations one la. Temptations of?? Hmmmm~ I am not gonna discuss it publicly as yet XD

Q27. What is your darkest secret?
>> "Day Moon" by Touhoushinki (東方神起)
>> Once again, I'm stumped, and have to go search for lyrics... I think something about love. Haha not telling you.

Q28. What hurts right now?
>> "Monster" by Lady GaGa
>> Nyeeeahahahaha~ Of course a monster would hurt. Cause it's gonna sink those teeth into your flesh lor. That's what I thought about instantaneously. ^^

Q29. If you could go back in time, what would you change?
>> "4 minutes" by Madonna
>> What the fuck. I don't get it.To change just 4 minutes? Maybe enough time for something like changing a comment / blog post / stuff I shouldn't have done. Then everything would not have gone downhill ever since!

Q30. What would you post this as?
>> "In The Name of Love" by Y&Co. Feat Erica
>> And so I shall!

Go and Screw your Fugly face.

2010-04-23T01:57:00.000-07:00

~~You're such a bitch.~~

~~I wonder why in the world did I have to end up having such a fucker for an 'educational personnel'.~~

Fucking hell, just come in and 'shoot' 0.5mm rounds at us like we were some kind of trespassers. You have no idea how pathetic your life can have ever been. Seriously, go into the toilet, CAREFULLY EXAMINE yourself (Externally and Internally) till you see what you have made out of that poor physical being. Luckily I AM ordered to do what I am doing. You shall NEVER EVER be able to shoot me dead. I will definitely counter every single one of your 'bullets' with justifiable facts. STOP YOUR FUCKING NONSENSE. Stop trying to bring people down by your so-called impartial remarks. Fuck your disgusting personality. It's as repulsive as the rafflesia in the rainforest. When you yourself didn't set a better example by informing about 'something' I should have used instead of that 'fake stuff'. Anyway, you have every inch of your skin deserved to be scorned by the 'couples'. To think that you failed your part in 'informing' me about the

~~You're just after all a piece of shit~ Go rot in the sewers, and I PROMISE people in this world will be celebrating your disappearance. Just fucking go and die~~~

Ohhhh~ What a way to start my blog post, talking about some 'shit' ass~
I want my rest of the blog to stay positive, thus I shall kick your face out of this blog right now.

YAY I finally saw my fruits of labour come into reality. Those beautiful, shiny and good chocolates made from Korea imported chocolate. Taught to me by the 2 personnel from chocoelf. Okay, I gotta admit they were a bit intimidating and strict about EVERYTHING that comes into the making of chocolates, but I really appreciate your help man!!! You people showed me the importance of starting with a good environment, good equipment, good moulds and others, before a nice shiny chocolate is being crafted. Everything coming into contact or related to the process should be maintained in optimum conditions. Very very specific, I realize. Even air temperature slight deviations could get you unsatisfactory results. Not to mention about the smoothness, quality, of the mould and all other things.

Let the pictures do the appropriate talking :-)

So more on my birthday? Ohhh, not as pitiful as I thought it would be. I had a really nice little surprise @ N6, directly at the main entrance. Most of the FYP buddies, mostly Thailand Friends, All gave me such a nice surprise lor~

I got a waffle-pancake as their B'Day cake to me, with the help of a LARGE kitchen knife, and then a funky B'Day card they made when I was not around. Bad girl is Hui Wen, bluff me said that 'someone' was looking for me. Wahahaha~ But I am surprised, and very very happy and glad you people bothered with the fuss!!!

Heeeheeeheee~

Then after that, I went spamming at the arcade with my rare imoto-vera-chan. Wow, as soon as we finished dinner @ South Canteen, we headed off to Juncti8n and spammed like, 3X4 games. Along tagged was these 2 slightly irratating guys that wanted all 4 playing together. Nice, but they ain't my standard yet. No no, maybe I should just say, I'm too good with the songs I play? Yes, that'll be the good description. They also fared better than me at other songs that I rarely played (due to not obtained yet, or simply not interested in playing them).

I went home, and then I got another B'Day cake lor. Mango Cake, with fresh, thick, slices of juicy tangy mango on the secondmost top layer, followed by an agar jelly layer. Huahuahua~ Not bad leh the cake :) :)
Pictures will speak for themselves:

19!

2010-04-19T10:31:00.000-07:00

YAY.

I'M 19.

But somehow I don't feel very happy.

Why do I always get the blues at this period of every year... ...

Well, one thing's for sure: I'm not gonna waste my sweet Birth Date by simply going home.

I'm gonna do something meaningful / exciting / joyous / FUN.

HAHAHA~

Meanwhile, check out these groovy pictures of Birthday celebrations!!! Promise to be damn funny.

HAH, I especially love the last picture. Happy Birthday to me!

2010-04-18T20:48:00.000-07:00

STICKY & SWEET MOMENTS IN THE LIBRARY

That wonderful Saturday.

2010-04-18T03:54:00.000-07:00

HAHA. I had a great weekend. With my dear evil-istic imototachi... ... but they were great despite that single fact.

"Stop calling me the idiot, and you'll be spared of the flamings I'm gonna do on Facebook. I still have your bloody candid photos, and those are what I'm blackmailing you two with XD."
"And stop those maddeningly humiliating actions in public towards me when you got what you didn't want, cause I seriously don't feel too good about it in front of so many people. I don't get why I deserved to be treated like this kind of shit in the first place?! Fuck that. And along with those spontaneous PMS moments when there are friends with you can? We can't take it for too long you know that. We care bout you, yet..."

Oh well. Got that off finally. And it's gona stop there.

But what fun?
Here goes: A very great dinner at Pepper Lunch. Seriously, I miss the friends there, now that I realize it. Anyway, gonna start work until my FYP ends. Work amount will depend on the progress of FYP.
And then there was the little stroll around Spotlight @ Plaza Sing. Talking about Plaza Sing, it has recently become our favouite haunt.XD And the girls SERIOUSLY know how to apparate right around a corner. I was like: "What the fuck?!".
Then we went o a place called OTAKU HOUSE. I sound as if I have not gone there before LMAO. Of course I did. I just want to thank my imoto again for realizing my cosplay dreams. I am prepared to enter cosplay liao. Thanks to them buying the Haori for me. I seriously Appreciate it, and once again, thanks.
We then tried our luck at Bleach Card Gum. This one is at $6 per pack, with a piece of bubble gum, and a foil acrylic card of a character. Nice lor, the ones I got.

Well, I'm Proud as a Jubeat fan. Cause I am going to bring my earphones to Plaza Sing EVERYTIME I'm playing JUBEAT. THEY HAVE THE SPEAKERS WITH THE 3.5mm audio jack, means that YOU CAN LITERALLY PLUG IN AND ENJOY!!! FUCK MAN IT'S GONNA BE SO FUCKING AWESOME!!!!

BLAST IT!

2010-04-15T02:30:00.000-07:00

I am feeling super duper irritated by this week.

Completely no sense of achievement. Damn irritated like mad. WHY?!

Firstly, I found myself having nothing to do. Was worried, and worried still. Like as if all my work was complete. It's scary.

Then, I felt like I'm wasting all the world's time on TV, or other sources of entertainment, like FB or blogging. It's so wasted seriously. I hate it, this stupid feeling of having-all-the-time-in-the-world-but-spends-it-on-tv-and-other-meaningless-stuff-when-you-could-well-be-doing-something-else-more-fruitful-like-research-and-so-on ? And think of all those useful spammage or stuff I could have done?!!!

Arrrgh. Anyway, I kinda feel like I screwed up this week. Stupid me. I even lost my patience at the chocolate I was supposed to be tempering. Asking someone (yup, yours truly :( ) with a particularly thin patience on a certain timing of the day to do chocolate is simply disastrous. All I did was to idiotically lose it all and start 'abusing' the poor chocolate.

I started off with that sickening cocoa powder and butter. I intended to mix the two together into something more liquid, but I lost my common sense, they turned out into lumps of hard dough-like stuff. then I added it into the chocolate and melted it, only to see my chocolate becoming super grainy and sandy. Fucking disappointed la. Then like a domino effect, it just led on to my dismay of the chocolate temperature, exceeding 50 degrees celsius into 54!!! FUCK. I lost every single bit of the thread, and fuck-cared about the rest of the experiment.

I think I'm experiencing Rain-tempering effect. The power of rain when just by looking at it makes you lose patience and start 'abusing things'... Such a wasted day of ... ... ... tempering.

I guess I have to curb this ill being in me, and shower the chocolate with TLC, so that it gets turned out to be what I want it to be like. I am starting to think I am bored with my project. I have to hope that when the chocolatier comes next week, my spirit will come back, and burn like the Olympic torch. It's gotta be like that if I am wanting to do well in FYP.

Oh, there's still that evil-foul-smelling liquid of polyphenol I have to add in. Shitzzzz~

Now, whoever tries to irritate me when their actions looks as if they are, I will not entertain them. I mean it. I will show it, no matter what. Now, fuck off~

:D

2010-04-08T23:19:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT?!

I am feeding someone with photos of BIGBANG..... XD

Someone is getting a high looking at T.O.P (hottest member of BB, seemingly...?)

O-MY-GOODNESS I should not have done it. Now someone will be so happy and so excited. HAHA

2010-04-07T21:34:00.000-07:00

Hweet!

I had started my lab session for FYP yesterday!!!

Okay. I took some bit of time to get all my barang-barang equipment. I saw my stock of chocolate. all in foil packets of red, and big, big blocks they were. (^o^)V ANd then there were unsalted butter, and the usual cocoa powder. I carried the whole carton to another lab: The lab for FYP.

I took loads of time to actually write, plan and describe in the lab notebook. So kia-su, now that I think of it. Huh, as if I was trying to go to a war. CHOCOLATE WAR...

Then I started to go wrong... I started melting the chocolate and forgot to actually melt the butter (to liquid) and pour in cocoa powder. Anyway, I think 40g of cocoa powder is enough to kill anyone with that bitterness. So I poured out the excess cocoa powder (haven't melted) and left a coating of it only. I don't want to make someone puke on my first attempt XP

Then, it was going wrong with the timings here and there. forgot when to add butter (I never checked on this), and cocoa powder, ended up with wrong measurements and things like that. HAIYO~ I even forgot to take out 1/4 of the chocolate for the reserve later. I don't know what went on in my head, dang it. Luckily I took it out before it completely melted.

But, oh, it was fun I swear. Seeing the chocolate initially made me LOL, cause it DOESN'T seem to be melting at all. Only a minute later the did I see some cocoa powder actually clumping and becoming wet and sticky. Cause if I placed the bowl of chocolate in direct heat, I think I will really produce 'chao-da' chocolate already. Then it melted... and melted... and melted... and melted... for I think about 30 minutes before everything was completely molten and liquid. YAY. Now I can melt chocolate like a pro.

*Sidetracks: I am irritated by people who have nothing better to do and comment so much of their encounters. And don't think flaunting off what you've got/had is being appreciated. I completely despise it. Like as if the whole world needs compulsory knowledge of you having/getting something. And before you comment on other people about their well-being, do the same thing to yourself before doing it. You'll find out that you are as equally gross as them. Oh please, for goodness sake... ... ... ... just shut that trap of yours. *Glares*

And so, let's move on with the wonders I had with making chocolates.

I got to the stage where I nearly burnt my chocolate. I forgot to skillfully control the temperature, so it kinda exceeded what was supposed to be. But some part of it was really satisfactory. I moulded my chocolate in a ceramic bowl, but I can't get the f**king chocolate out LOL. In the end I scraped it off. Might as well not mould it anyway. BUT I happened to get a piece with that luxurious, mirror like shine to it!!! Seriously not bluffing!! Even though my temperatures were exceeded, I still managed to produce that shine!!! It's like : WOW.

Slow melting in Progress... HAHAHA quoted from Häagen Daaz

I think I'll let the pictures speak for now. :P

Woooo. Look at that gloss. Seductiveeee

Whatever the chocolate is set in, it will have the counter-mirror image
of the surface it is exposed to. Look at that aluminium reflection!!!

Samples... Anyone???

I did this in a ceramic glass bowl, thus that ULTRASHINE...
WOOOOOO! Nice, like marble.

Okay. I managed to do quite good, considering it's only my first day of practice. Even Ms. Lim said it was not bad. (X o X) V

Anyway, I just wasted 3 pages of my lab notebook for a practice session. Great.

And now I am slacking my ass off, from 10 till now. So bloody distracted and ashamed of it. I MUST GO START PRACTICE AGAIN AT 1.00PM!!!

Oh, by the way, here's 3 more images that might make you go hungry...

Here's a squirrel looking at you right now.

AND I AM DAMN ADDICTED TO THIS
COMBO RIGHT NOW! (Blueberry + Cranberry)

Boredom!

2010-04-05T01:50:00.000-07:00

As the post title goes, it is starting to get seriously bored... so much that....................................

I BOUGHT MADONNA'S STICKY & SWEET TOUR DVD!!! OH MY GOODNESS!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!! AMAZING!!!

I waited for someone to go jalan-jalan in Somerset. But I waited... and waited. So I got bored and went inside the toilet at 313@Somerset and ... ... ... ... did my hair luh. Since I came from school, didn't style my hair, I really need to do it secretly. I bunked into one of the cubicles. Really cool, because if they didn't have the available space above the toilet, I would not have any place to put my stuff, and HP to style my hair :P ... ... ...

I went to the second top floor, and entered HMV! For a split second, I didn't notice what I wanted to see. But after a short while, I SAW IT! Directly at the storefront. I am SPEECHLESS! Staring back at me on the shelves, was MADONNA!!!!!!! Okay, just kidding. It's the rows of images of the same photo glancing back at me.

The Sticky & Sweet Tour DVD!!!

I tried controlling my exhilaration. I tried hearing from the side headphones, and was somewhat disappointed. Cause they don't have the Sweet Machine Studio Version included in the CD... ... I was waiting for a miracle, and it was that one. Means I have to scour in YouTube for it anyway...

Because the Sweet Machine is a version of a video animation (perfect start/intro for Candy Shop song), it would be perfect if they gave us fans a studio version of it, totally clear audio of the candy on its journey, blending into the live soundtrack?!?!?! So damn disappointed. And the Blu-Ray DVD was tempting me to buy, even though I don't own a Blu-Ray player. Oh well, I guess this is where I stop until I can afford such hi-fidelity techies.

Go watch this, I'm sure you people will love it... ... just only a few minutes. Damn coool footage!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv_qHPbnZqo&feature=related&fmt=18

The DVD quality, for some reason, I didn't like it. In fact, it's as sucky (believe me, it does) as the ones I found on the net. And I am comparing against the best clips on the net, mind you. So disappointed that they don't have even a slight improvement in the audio and video clarity. I had to watch without wide screen to see clarity.Stupid editor. Should have aimed for blu-ray even though I don't have BD player. :P

But hey, it's MADONNA!!!! Anything I buy from her merchandise, I WON'T REGRET IN THE OVERALL!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS IN MY HANDS!!!! OMFG!!!!

I FINALLY HAVE A MADONNA LIVE TOUR DVD!!!!! AWWWWWWSOMEEEEE!!!!!

And one thing: the B-T-S footage is cool shitzzz. Just like how mischevious and cheeky and workaholic I had pictured Madonna.

Although I am very happy, I will be even happier if the one I owned was a blu-ray disc... T.T

Turns out that the one I desired was the High-Definition on blu-ray... Gawwwd.

I think if I own a blu-ray player next time, I will RE-BUY Sticky & Sweet BD! I AM NOT CARING ANYMORE. MUZZZZZ BUY. For Madge,

ANYTHING IS WORTH IT.

Oh well, I guess I'm just one of those mad, audiophilic individuals that won't rest until I get the REAL AUTHENTIC version. ~~Completely stolen from the production units of the song, something like that?~~ Sometimes I think I'm being too much and that I am satisfied enough already, but sometimes I think that is okay. Who doesn't want a better version? LOL.

Still, I'm disappointed in Sweet Machine's Video. STILL SUPERIMPOSED with live footage. ~~Can't the editor look through that crap and then figure out that mixing the two together into a layer = trashy clarity and disasterrifically bad quality~~. Why can't most (if not, all?) of the Sweet Machine be just the video animation itself?! Seriously, This reminded me of a phrase in chinese: "Drawing the Snake to spoil the Picture".

(-_-) *Shakes head in dismay*

Disconnection!

2010-03-31T20:31:00.000-07:00

Holy f**k. I wasted one entire day on my blog template. When it's supposed to be just a few hours. Blame it all on the f**king internet at school. No matter how many times I refreshed my web browser, the mixpod still won't load. F**ker.

Oh, check out my videos from youtube, they are all in the mini little media player located at TRHC of this blog. The colourful, lollipop-looking deliciously sticky and sweet media player. I made sure the volume won't blast and ascare the shitlights outta you people. I don't get it, because some people just want their readers to get scared out of the shitlights. It's like, while music was loading, you calmly read the post. Then out of the blue, this uber f**king loud music comes blasting out of the web page, and you could well be in a place like the library, who know?! Well, that applies to either Vera or Marlene. You know it WELL ENOUGH huh~

Anyway, I am definitely pleased with the progress of my FYP so far. Okay. I met the the girl from Thailand, whom was working on the same project as me (Functional chocolates). Her name is Jeerapan, "Pear" for short. Oooh she is very quiet. She has a few friends from Thailand in NYP as well. One of them is working with Carellynn, shocking!

Anyway, you people gotta check out this new and hot photo of:

MADONNA

So here's to the Material Girl... See the backdrop? "Material Girl" is a fashion label brand co-produced by Madonna... ... ... & Lourdes!!! Like Mother, like Daughter.

The interview with the press said something about Madonna and Lourdes sharing clothes from the same wardrobe. Or rather, daughter raiding mummy's wardrobe and piecing pieces of clothing together. I think it would be a very good brand in the future! ^^

This is Random...

2010-03-30T20:55:00.000-07:00

YO!

Ah. After hard work, nothing beats relaxing in the library with fellow friends (even though if they are busy with other stuff), slack like the world's end was coming, and then use the laptop to blog on such a fine weather outside of the window. I forgot to post these photos, thus they piled up in my handphone... Now, prepare to see some of the most memorable photosss.

Before the photos roll, I'll like to say that I did so much work before I slacked today okay! Those 10 things I did, I will not ever forget. Anyway, enjoy!

I cooked Braised Mushroomssss in dark soya sauce gravy.

Dump rice into soup: Oishii~

I can cook white-eared fungus chicken soup with wolfberry
and red dates hor...

That day I went Plaza Sing, ate this Kimchi Chigye Soup,
nearly burned out my tummy... F**king spicy.

Lady GaGa meets queen of England. Cool red outfit~

HARD CANDY!!! Cut, delectable mini
delightables... found it on the net

Haha. Remeber where this came from? HARD CANDY!!!
It is the backdrop. Madonna's missing.

Whoa. How the hell did I look like this guy?
Someone commented lo. Maybe... he's 嵐の松本順 by the way.

Well, this message reflects my sleep very accurately. DAMN.

BUZZY BUSY~

2010-03-28T21:00:00.000-07:00

Okay! Finally I got my hands onto Blogger Template Designer! Now Blogging is EASIER THAN BEFORE!!!

About my bog title, if you don't know Japanese, it basically means "My Sweet Poison Diary". Same name as before, but I think it's change sooner or later. I'm thinking of a new name.

So as the post title says it all, my FYP has finally revealed its true colours. Just what I've imagined it to be: Busy, tight deadlines and a very strict regime. Well whatever, I'm up for the challenge. I may be slow, but I am not slow enough to be ousted.

I'm sad to say that my long post for the hospitalization is still not ready yet. Trust me, it'll come out in this week. So long then readers!

I am starting to feel full of energy... ... for blogging. Haha! But that'll have to wait till I'm done with my shitty stuff.

1. Risk Assessment Form
2. Formulate Chocolate tempering recipe of my own.
3. Make my own FYP Semester Schedule.
4. Find out the amounts of antioxidant in Green Tea.
5. 6 types of fat crystal structure.
6. Check out the structure of chocolate polyphenols,
7. Sensory Evaluation for Functional Chocolates.

Oh yeah, I saw this damn adorable dog when I stayed during my first few days of leaving the hospital. He was no doubt one of the smallest, cutest, kawaii dog I have seen in Singapore. This is the type of dogs I like. Small, never-grow-into-big-sized ones, as little and short fur as possible, can be carried like a baby (meaning tiny) and absolutely melt-your-heart-with-that-expression-staring-back-at-you kind of sensation. I SWEAR Imma getting this kind lor. LOL~

Till next post!!! Gotta WORK!!!

2010-03-18T02:18:00.000-07:00

I meant to wait till I'm done with my super duper long post about my stay at SGH, but I really can't tolerate it anymore.

As if I am fully to blame for the situation right now?! It's so damn unfair, when you think you are the only one being treated unfairly. Okay, I don't mean to insult you or whatever, but you are the worst kind of @#$%^ I have in my life. It's gross when you don't clean up after you change clothes, or even care to pick them up the floor, and hang them properly. And I'm talking about bras and panties here by the way. It's gross to look at them on the floor EVERYWHERE. I admit sometimes I leave my jeans on the floor after I change, but then again, it's temporary. I ALWAYS hang them up after a short while. What about you? Bra straps found EVERYWHERE. At least I BOTHER to hang them. Some people just can't be bothered by their undergarments. YUCKS.

Then let's talk about something else. The use of my laptop. This one I am most angered about. Because as you know, people SIMPLY don't ASK. They just use the thing as though it is their OWN laptop man. Cool right?! I mean, they don't possess the term: "COURTESY" in their mental dictionary. F***ers... what I want is just a simple request. To inform me they want to use it. They can't seem t ocommit to this simple and brainless little request... ... what the! I shall make them do it EVERY TIME THEY NEED TO USE MY LAPTOP. Stupid right, how a little request like this also seems to be mountain high for them.

Next, they like to blame people until they are officially FREE of any faults. I particularly hate this,because I believe EVERYONE has a part of their own fault, when there is a problem. NO ONE, I repeat, NO ONE is fault-free. You think you are totally free of any problems? Go screw yourself. There is no such thing as a PERFECT human. So don't complain to the extent that you are fully blamed. Be it anyone, even my mum, she will retort until its others' fault, not hers. She's literally evil. Like as if her life's so much more precious than ours. Oh, he's also the same. He can literally go on with his life like living in a hotel, with loads of FREE FOOD and SNACK for himself. And just leave morsels of it for the rest of the family. Tell me, in which aspects does he think we look like beggars to him? One thing is for sure, he does treat us like beggars begging for morsels of food. Oh please. I can already tell that he lives with two completely polar masks. One for his friends to see, one for us to tolerate and bear with it. And one thing: He loves to let others wash his dishes, even when mummy is nagging constantly. Nothing can penetrate that thick skull. Oh, he leaves his clothes EVERYWHERE as well. Thinking of letting others do it for him. He buys high-end stuff without telling my mum about it, and then enjoys it himself. Like, what the f*** do you think you can do that? He can also say people, but people CANNOT criticize him. I don't get this problem. What so difficult about accepting the blame, and change for the better? He treats us like complete strangers off the streets, only talking to us when necessary stuff like borrowing stuff or what. I hate this kind of F***-up attitude from him. Like as if he's older?! F***! No manners, only disgrace my poor mum.

Any more lamenting I think my blog will get criticized again for being a bad one. Right, spammer? Anyway, I don't mind.

Till my next post then.

2010-02-28T21:55:00.000-08:00

OKAY. That's the highest boiling point ever.

I sat through a horrible paper along with my classmates, enduring 2 hours only to face evil-and-very-very-very-cunning-mind-boggling-and-crappy-questions for Food Preservation and Packaging Module. WHY oh why does this paper have to tear my mentality apart?

For every single question, more or less I used common sense to argue back, and then most i did recall VAGUELY some bits and pieces of shitty information. BUT the finale was the coup de grâce at the VERY END of the paper... 20 marks for a question that asks you for those factors to be considered for dear "Douglas" pertaining to effective packaging for a product called "CHUNKY TOMATO SOUP"! Lawlll, that's cheesy. I practically crapped through the entire section B. When I thought of a possible answer, I junk it into the "garbage bin" in front of my eyes. I don't really care, as long as there's salvation, there must be salvation done. D:

I DISLIKE THE SETTER, whoever had set it, I don't have the slightest clue. Why not just dump a single question that says:

"Explain what you, as a "food preservation and packaging" technologist have to learn throughout the whole of Semester 2. [60MKS]".

I'll answer:

" 0_____0! _|_ "

ANGRY!

2010-02-26T23:51:00.000-08:00

Okay, screw those injustice I have suffered.
Firstly, mum blames me for wasting her effort in cooking dinner, and as if I as expected to finish what she cooked ON MY OWN. When she's cooking portions close to 4 persons... as long as I finish my portion, I don't think I'm in the wrong okay. Blast it.
Then followed by the tired ongoing encouragement I've been advising people in distress. Seems to work so little on them. When they themselves in the first place wants to give up on life. _|_
I am pounded by my mum today again. For what? For waking up by myself, when someone in the house could've courtesy to WAKE ME UP so that I can go fetch sister for tuition. WHAT?! For so many years, months, day, hours and seconds they know me, I SLEEP LIKE A LOG. So why can't they change and wake me up in another way?! I rushed down after ironing clothes, brushing teeth, and got on a taxi that zoomed to Hougang Primary. WITHOUT BREAKFAST.
The the worst part came. My sis was blaring at me about not wanting to go for tuition. I was so pissed off at her adamant attitude, I nearly stomped off in anger at her adamant attitude. Lucky for those kind uncles that helped me cajole my sister. Near breakdown...
I will not succumb to a mental breakdown at this point in time. I will relax and have a cup of iced green tea from MacDonald, sit down, relax, chill and chiong later. I can't be bothered by this madness anymore. Leave those all to the shit-dump. YAY that's done.

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I will MAKE SURE SOMEONE STUDIES. FOR HERSELF, NOT FOR OTHERS. FOR HER FUTURE. It's not the end of the world yet.